Nov 26, 2007 23:11
So much of life is a turbulent whirlpool. I never know when i am going to be pulled under or be released to breath. Today, I see myself heading to the edge I feel I will pull myself out. Tomorrow I could be inches from the center where I will be pulled under forever. This may seem sad but I have never felt so exhilarated in my life. Everyday I ask myself why don't I quit and everyday I go in to care for my little green brood. Some how starting the day with that question, makes it so when I finish it, it was worth it. Today, I say I will make it the two years through my masters. Tomorrow, I may tell you I am ready to pack my bags and head to an exotic place. At least I am taking it one step at a time.