223 Hmmm
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY JANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was an awesome day. We had Jane's surprise 16th birthday party for her. And I sure hoped she like it :D Almost everyonewas in a good sport, esp the guys amazingly. Haha! And we played Dare or Dare(yes, there was no Truth). And my dare was to kiss Ged on the lips. Pffft. So much for I kissed a girl. Lol.
If I'm in the mood, I'll blog more about the party. Not in the mood now. Worn out.
And now I seriously start to wonder whether I'm going through minor depression. My friends pointed that out to me in school today and even my mum thinks so too earlier.
I don't know. Certain evidence are pointing to that direction such as my weird/out of the world behaviour lately. Which includes over exercising, having emo looks(as pointed out by Joyce and Kumi) and excessive sighing(as pointed out by mum).
Well, I certainly don't feel depressed. I feel fine, but then again, I'm beginning to rethink about life.
It's ironic, I should be feeling ecstatic today, but I'm not. Like I said, today was a great day, I found out I'm the top in the class, and 2nd placing in the overall position AND it's Jane surprise birthday party. I SHOULD be feeling on top of the world. But I'm not.
I just feel normal. Which isn't exactly very normal at all.
Mum thinks I'm feeling that way cuz everything is coming to an end? I mean, not exactly the end END. Cuz the holidays are here and all and I'm just bored or something. Gahhhh, but I doubt that's the case.
I seriously don't know. Somewhere at the back of my head says that it's because I'm pretty undecisive about my life now. Pfft.
I should just go sleep and shut up. Meh.
Today was an awesome day. We had Jane's surprise 16th birthday party for her. And I sure hoped she like it :D Almost everyonewas in a good sport, esp the guys amazingly. Haha! And we played Dare or Dare(yes, there was no Truth). And my dare was to kiss Ged on the lips. Pffft. So much for I kissed a girl. Lol.
If I'm in the mood, I'll blog more about the party. Not in the mood now. Worn out.
And now I seriously start to wonder whether I'm going through minor depression. My friends pointed that out to me in school today and even my mum thinks so too earlier.
I don't know. Certain evidence are pointing to that direction such as my weird/out of the world behaviour lately. Which includes over exercising, having emo looks(as pointed out by Joyce and Kumi) and excessive sighing(as pointed out by mum).
Well, I certainly don't feel depressed. I feel fine, but then again, I'm beginning to rethink about life.
It's ironic, I should be feeling ecstatic today, but I'm not. Like I said, today was a great day, I found out I'm the top in the class, and 2nd placing in the overall position AND it's Jane surprise birthday party. I SHOULD be feeling on top of the world. But I'm not.
I just feel normal. Which isn't exactly very normal at all.
Mum thinks I'm feeling that way cuz everything is coming to an end? I mean, not exactly the end END. Cuz the holidays are here and all and I'm just bored or something. Gahhhh, but I doubt that's the case.
I seriously don't know. Somewhere at the back of my head says that it's because I'm pretty undecisive about my life now. Pfft.
I should just go sleep and shut up. Meh.