tis the season
This time of year always seems to bring me down. Its practically 2 am and I am wide awake.
My best friend Tara had a beautiful baby boy Friday morning back in Indiana, and unfortunately I was not able to be there. My job is only supposed to be 20 hrs a week, but its closer to 40, and as a result i am unable to travel. I heard little Jaxton cry while talking on the phone Fri night and I teared up. I have baby fever so bad, but I know I am not in a situation where having a baby is a possibility.
Lars and I went on our first date Oct. 18, 2003. I can't believe its been 3 years since we met. i miss him soooo much. I don't know when we will see each other again. His family invited me to go to Jackson to visit his grandma again in January, but I really hope we can see each other before then. I just saw him at the end of Sept., but it seems like a lifetime ago.
I have always had really good skin up until recently. I don't know if I am just stressed or what, but it looks like I have a rash on my face almost. Maybe a small case of hives. Its really weird and ugly. I think I might go to the dermatologist and get it checked out. I also need to go to the dentist, its been like 2 years. Oops.
Alrighty, I'm done rambling, time for sleep.
My best friend Tara had a beautiful baby boy Friday morning back in Indiana, and unfortunately I was not able to be there. My job is only supposed to be 20 hrs a week, but its closer to 40, and as a result i am unable to travel. I heard little Jaxton cry while talking on the phone Fri night and I teared up. I have baby fever so bad, but I know I am not in a situation where having a baby is a possibility.
Lars and I went on our first date Oct. 18, 2003. I can't believe its been 3 years since we met. i miss him soooo much. I don't know when we will see each other again. His family invited me to go to Jackson to visit his grandma again in January, but I really hope we can see each other before then. I just saw him at the end of Sept., but it seems like a lifetime ago.
I have always had really good skin up until recently. I don't know if I am just stressed or what, but it looks like I have a rash on my face almost. Maybe a small case of hives. Its really weird and ugly. I think I might go to the dermatologist and get it checked out. I also need to go to the dentist, its been like 2 years. Oops.
Alrighty, I'm done rambling, time for sleep.