its been awhile eh?
well, i know that some time has passed since i've actually written anything in here, so I'll try to make it a quick update. Me and vito called it quits in October- thats right, after 10 months of not knowing what was going on, or knowing what i wanted- i realized it definitely was not that. I still love him, and occasionally think about him- im not saying that i want to ever get back together with im, i just cared very deeply for him and will always wonder how things are going in his life- thats true about about one that i've loved in the past... I started seeing one of my neighbors who moved in at the end of august, and i thought everything was perfect. He was amazing- he still is, but i know that i don't want to be with anyone right now. As great as he may be- he definitely has his faults, as do i, but i know that right now i can't put forth the effort needed for a relationship to work. It may sound selfish, but i want to put my needs and wants ahead of anyones- actually, its even more than that- i don't want to have to worry about a boyfriends needs/wants at all-... yeah reading that back, its really selfish- but i think that i've earned the right to be..