these are the lies - the things you never mention

[jasmi]

pretty much no one called me all weekend.
i suppose i didn't call anyone either.
but still, i wasn't with everyone else.
everything's just getting harder.
work makes the week go by so fast i feel like i'm not even alive.
i felt kinda icky yesterday and woke up today with a cold.
currant status: stuffy head and burning up with aching all over.
tonite was the first nite we could have hung out in forever and you blew me off.
this isn't just going to just disappear, so i don't get it.
i'm running out of words.
evan, you're a good friend.