JUNE
I suddenly feel like blogging...after more than 4 months hahah.
I think I'm damn screwed for blocks, 1 more week left and I havent touched chem, GP, and Econs (minus oligopoly). And I'm blogging while watching world cup now (Y). Ohyah econs lesson tmr I think we are doing a case study shit lah I'm going to write nonsense again :/ I'm kinda worried actually, but worried because I don't seem to be feeling the urgency, not because blocks is 1 week away D:
Anyway. This June hols has been kinda fabulous, with concert and japan trip taking up more than half of the hols :D concert...wasn't really that good but I had lots of fun (: Japan was fun ttm! Especially crazy nights spent with crazy people, seriously I think we are all different when the moon comes out haha Tammy and I will be suddenly damn high, and Chinny will become damn unglam and stuff so we all laugh at her, Elise will become more retarded and Quek Ying will suddenly do her chinese dance stunts that are damn hilarious. Haha miss all the laughter, and pity we only had 2 or 3 of such nights :/ Japan is such a nice place I miss all the toilets, food and their politeness! I won't mind starting June all over again ): Now there's nothing to look forward to anymore :/
Somehow I don't feel anything from retiring from CO after 6 years. Haha I have no idea why though, maybe the fact hasn't set in yet. Heard it before from someone that you are likely stay in a place doing the same thing for a long time if 1) you like it, 2) you are good at it and 3) you gain satisfaction from it. I guess I can only check no. 1 and maybe 3 haha. I think I like to stay in CO mainly cos of the people, esp chinny and tammy (: for always being retarded with me, always complaining about cca but still turn up anyway, always talk or do rubbish like wordsearch during dazu, always going toilet tgt, etc! and no.2 I think its kinda obvious lol seriously I've never stopped believing that I'm musically-DEclined haha and I still find it quite amazing that I'm in a music CCA though in P6 I rmb I was 101% sure I won't join a performing arts CCA o: and no.3 I'm not so sure actually, but I think for most people its the shuang feeling (or "feiling") that they get from playing together as one with the rest of the orchestra. But the thing is that when I play, most of the time I can't hear/ focus on what the others are playing...so I guess its a different kind of gratification for me haha. Looking back, there are some things (or maybe many things) that I wished I had done differently, but I guess I won't reveal here :) But of course there are many more things that I've learnt and I'm glad and grateful for...so if I could choose again, I think I would still pick CO :) I don't yearn for more CO, I think these 6 years have been great but its enough (my ears would agree too lol). But for all the friendships, fun and laughter we've had, even 60 years is not enough :D
Kk I only wanted to blog about my june hols at first but aiyah might as well write something for a closure to my 6 years of breathtaking (literally) CO life. Actually I think I may have more stuff to write but maybe they are not for the public eyes haha but I've kinda summed everything up already lah so (: haha 6years into 1 paragraph, no wonder I always have a lot of words to spare for summary D:
Shall end off with these two photos!
I think I'm damn screwed for blocks, 1 more week left and I havent touched chem, GP, and Econs (minus oligopoly). And I'm blogging while watching world cup now (Y). Ohyah econs lesson tmr I think we are doing a case study shit lah I'm going to write nonsense again :/ I'm kinda worried actually, but worried because I don't seem to be feeling the urgency, not because blocks is 1 week away D:
Anyway. This June hols has been kinda fabulous, with concert and japan trip taking up more than half of the hols :D concert...wasn't really that good but I had lots of fun (: Japan was fun ttm! Especially crazy nights spent with crazy people, seriously I think we are all different when the moon comes out haha Tammy and I will be suddenly damn high, and Chinny will become damn unglam and stuff so we all laugh at her, Elise will become more retarded and Quek Ying will suddenly do her chinese dance stunts that are damn hilarious. Haha miss all the laughter, and pity we only had 2 or 3 of such nights :/ Japan is such a nice place I miss all the toilets, food and their politeness! I won't mind starting June all over again ): Now there's nothing to look forward to anymore :/
Somehow I don't feel anything from retiring from CO after 6 years. Haha I have no idea why though, maybe the fact hasn't set in yet. Heard it before from someone that you are likely stay in a place doing the same thing for a long time if 1) you like it, 2) you are good at it and 3) you gain satisfaction from it. I guess I can only check no. 1 and maybe 3 haha. I think I like to stay in CO mainly cos of the people, esp chinny and tammy (: for always being retarded with me, always complaining about cca but still turn up anyway, always talk or do rubbish like wordsearch during dazu, always going toilet tgt, etc! and no.2 I think its kinda obvious lol seriously I've never stopped believing that I'm musically-DEclined haha and I still find it quite amazing that I'm in a music CCA though in P6 I rmb I was 101% sure I won't join a performing arts CCA o: and no.3 I'm not so sure actually, but I think for most people its the shuang feeling (or "feiling") that they get from playing together as one with the rest of the orchestra. But the thing is that when I play, most of the time I can't hear/ focus on what the others are playing...so I guess its a different kind of gratification for me haha. Looking back, there are some things (or maybe many things) that I wished I had done differently, but I guess I won't reveal here :) But of course there are many more things that I've learnt and I'm glad and grateful for...so if I could choose again, I think I would still pick CO :) I don't yearn for more CO, I think these 6 years have been great but its enough (my ears would agree too lol). But for all the friendships, fun and laughter we've had, even 60 years is not enough :D
Kk I only wanted to blog about my june hols at first but aiyah might as well write something for a closure to my 6 years of breathtaking (literally) CO life. Actually I think I may have more stuff to write but maybe they are not for the public eyes haha but I've kinda summed everything up already lah so (: haha 6years into 1 paragraph, no wonder I always have a lot of words to spare for summary D:
Shall end off with these two photos!