Nov 18, 2005 09:37
The world will not let me stop, I cannot rest and I cannot faulter no matter how weak my body may become. Though I can see madness quickly catching back up to me I will have to say at this point in time I have never felt so alive...
I'm begining to have a taste of the bile that this world produces. As bitter as is, it's vile roots bring a certain vitality back into my spirit. I cannot hide from it any longer, it's time to embrace it all head first. Dive right in.
Only with some dirt on my soul and a little poison coarsing through my veins can I truly say that I am living. It's only when I embrace the pain I've hidden from for so long that I can truly be free from it.