Sep 18, 2005 06:50
I think the lashing you recieve is hardest when you already doubt yourself.
When you already question your belief, trying to find some sort of balance on this cracked and brittle ground you stand upon. Trying to piece it all together you make the mistake of opening yourself up and making yourself vulnerable.
Unknowingly, and usually unwittingly, this begrudged look into your mind and heart is met with the same reaction time and time again.
laughter...
Who would have thought that some harmless cackles could make the hair on your neck stand on end, make every ounce of your blood begin to boil, and allow you one mad dash to try and pull everything back in harder and deeper then before.
Clench your fist and grit your teeth, everyone has their bad days I guess... Everyone has their moments of weakness...
weakness...
I wish there was some place in time I could sort myself out, make sense of this jumbled mess inside my head.
Someplace
- Jasirus