alcohol

[jashhardy]

man it was rough last night... went to a party and i wasnt drinking of course, because i am sober now... on the wagon or whatever you call it... but man i have to fight the urge last night a few times. and i mean serious urges not just like oh miss that, oh that was a good beer, oh i miss the captain... no i mean like severe jones for the shit, like im a heroin addict or something i was so upset with myself that i didnt even want to be there when i walked in, i was kinda antisocial all night cause i felt uncomfortable with myself. not much fun. however, i did lighten up a little and did have fun even though i didnt know anyone there... and the bottom line is i didnt drink and i am still sober.

that is all.
--jash