Confession time, I must front up for the chopping block!
I have just confessed to by best friend from High school about something that's been haunting me for many years! I told her that I have a confession to make to her but that I wanted to do it face to face, well she was uncomfortable with that (she's not good with confrontation or any sort) and seeing that her and I are of a similar repore now and that she's still quiet approachable, I decided to tell her.
10 years ago I used to walk her home, her B/f was a weird Chilian guy who was extremly possesive of her. She lived with him and his family and the only way we could talk was when he wasn't around, I used to meet her at the train station and walk her home, or I'd ride over 30Km's (18M's) to see her for a few hours in the video store she worked in. She helped me out in a lot of troubled times of my life and helped shape me into the person I am today!
Anyway I told her that one time when we were walking home, I noticed that one of the buttons was undone and that I got a good view of everything under her blouse, mind you she wasn't wearing a bra either! Well I didn't know what to say at the time nor how to say it and it wasn'ty untill we got to our destionation that I finally figured out what to say, sadly I never did say it because we ended up saying good bye first. I thought so nhighly of her back then that I couldn't bring myself to look down again when talking to her on the walk. I have been guilty ever since, I always remember what I was thinking back then, "God if I tell her she'll think I'm a pervert and slap my face and I'll never talk to her again" and the thought of her never talking to me ever again was worse than anything I could have imagined back then.
Anyway now that I have confessed it (Albeit via email as that's how we are talking atm) I feel a sence of releif, I await her responce which I'll get tomorrow. I am still afraid that she waont talk to me but well I have new friends now and I went a few years without talking to her so I guess it should be ok.
Anyway, had another good night tonight, Took Vic up to the RSL for a look in the refurbished club and to sample the new resteraunt food (Chinese this time). The food was good, the service was great and the refurbishment looks fantastic.
Well that's it for now, Stay safe all of you! Oh and get better, all of you. I seem to be the only healthy one on the planet, it's a depressing thought!
10 years ago I used to walk her home, her B/f was a weird Chilian guy who was extremly possesive of her. She lived with him and his family and the only way we could talk was when he wasn't around, I used to meet her at the train station and walk her home, or I'd ride over 30Km's (18M's) to see her for a few hours in the video store she worked in. She helped me out in a lot of troubled times of my life and helped shape me into the person I am today!
Anyway I told her that one time when we were walking home, I noticed that one of the buttons was undone and that I got a good view of everything under her blouse, mind you she wasn't wearing a bra either! Well I didn't know what to say at the time nor how to say it and it wasn'ty untill we got to our destionation that I finally figured out what to say, sadly I never did say it because we ended up saying good bye first. I thought so nhighly of her back then that I couldn't bring myself to look down again when talking to her on the walk. I have been guilty ever since, I always remember what I was thinking back then, "God if I tell her she'll think I'm a pervert and slap my face and I'll never talk to her again" and the thought of her never talking to me ever again was worse than anything I could have imagined back then.
Anyway now that I have confessed it (Albeit via email as that's how we are talking atm) I feel a sence of releif, I await her responce which I'll get tomorrow. I am still afraid that she waont talk to me but well I have new friends now and I went a few years without talking to her so I guess it should be ok.
Anyway, had another good night tonight, Took Vic up to the RSL for a look in the refurbished club and to sample the new resteraunt food (Chinese this time). The food was good, the service was great and the refurbishment looks fantastic.
Well that's it for now, Stay safe all of you! Oh and get better, all of you. I seem to be the only healthy one on the planet, it's a depressing thought!