It Feels Like Moving Through a Dream

[jarydm]

Going on 5 days now without a full or good nights rest. And I mean, like less than 30 total minutes of sleep a night, and none of it coming well, or in a solid block. Samantha talked to me a bit today at work, as friends, and made sure she told anyone I was standing near or talking to about how today was the best day of her life because of the guy she met last night. Also found out that another of my 'friends' has taken the anti-Jarrad road, albeit less blatantly than most. I may have a bit of social paranoia, but damn it, sometimes I feel warranted in it. Its hard to feel worth anything at all lately, much less attractive at all. But I'm trying. I'm really hoping someone will come along soon. Not necessaraly Ms. Right, but a Ms. Right-Now would be great.

Anyways, going to play Halo 2, call if you need me, I'll most likely be up all night again.