And just like everything in my life, she sped away.
For two months now, I've been riding a dream I thought would be actualized by the drive of my beating heart. I've chased a wisp of hopefulness to the ends of the cliffs, flirted with disaster at the edge, but been undecescive on the plungde. I have waited to write, because she, unlike other girls, hasn't been cause to be my muse, she simply made me happy. Things were relaxed and calm with her. I felt more like I had a partner, than a girl I was trying to impress. She is amazing.
But, something happened. Someone turned the lights out on me and left me in the dark. The bottom fell out of the relationship, and I lost something I hadn't expected to. Two months in, and I only want to make this work with her. She is absolutely stunning, physically, and I probabally have more in common with her, than most of my close friends. She made the first move, which is always important in my book, because its hard for me to do that. I spent 6 hours with her one night, two months ago, and I thought, this is it, the girl to take away my pain and sorrow, and make me smile for the rest of my life.e Not to specifically say I was ready to marry her that night, I'm terrified, just as terrified as I was that night.
Now she's moving away, and moving on. And like a fool, I stand in the driveway, waving as she drives away. She doesn't even see me, just as no one has, and no one ever will.
But, something happened. Someone turned the lights out on me and left me in the dark. The bottom fell out of the relationship, and I lost something I hadn't expected to. Two months in, and I only want to make this work with her. She is absolutely stunning, physically, and I probabally have more in common with her, than most of my close friends. She made the first move, which is always important in my book, because its hard for me to do that. I spent 6 hours with her one night, two months ago, and I thought, this is it, the girl to take away my pain and sorrow, and make me smile for the rest of my life.e Not to specifically say I was ready to marry her that night, I'm terrified, just as terrified as I was that night.
Now she's moving away, and moving on. And like a fool, I stand in the driveway, waving as she drives away. She doesn't even see me, just as no one has, and no one ever will.