Mar 12, 2004 22:42
"Can't kill the Rooster" is from the book I'm reading right now, Me Talk Pretty One day. Wasn't sure how obscure it was, heh.
I've been calling places for an apartment now that I've received an actual paycheck. Kinda weird.. having money.
Even weirder for me that I'm going to have to budget. never had to worry about that with a job and my expenses which are limited to gas, smokes, cheap food, bars and the occasional strip clubs.
Also, I have work friends now. Mainly Justin and Candice who are both fucking awesome and invited me to Burning Man this Summer, which I'm gaining more and more interest in as they talk of it. We're supposed to all go drinking pretty quick.
There's also Andrew, who seems more like a project than a friend. He was lost long ago to the whims of online roleplaying games, and has since lost most contact with society.
Nate.. who is definitely more the project than not. He's a well intentioned kid with an extreme and untreated case of ADHD. No one that's been around him more than a day wants to continue talking to him.. but there's something about him that makes me feel like an older brother with him.
Bonita and Taz who despite asking me too personal of questions and mimicking me (not mocking) are both cool chicks.
Then the momentary friends, half of which are management that treat me more like "them" than the "others" which.. is weird.
Oh, I loathe my job and am extremely embarrassed about it. If asked, I think I'll just say I work at McDonald's. At least I proved that I had the initiative to get back on my feet enough to sell out for now.