you're my only hope
i know ive already posted an entry for today.... but ive got nothing else to do. im seriously staying in my room unless someone kidnapps me... which most likely is not gonna happen.
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my parents are fighting again. dad's being a jerk. mom's upset.
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i had to cancel what i was gonna do today.... supposed to go up to this workshop for modeling and whatnot... i dont think id be of any use to them anyways.
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i think im gonna make my greatest journal private. i have no reason not too.
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i really like the story that i posted yesterday .... Never Looking Back
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a friend from stevenson, her father, me and my sister went bowling at midnight last night.... to pre-bowl for the league tomorrow. she has a bowling tournament for her school today.... good luck to her. there wasnt many people there.... an old couple sitting at the lanes next to us, they werent bowling. then three (i dont know, kinda looked to be between siteen and twenty, im not sure) to the right of us..... lets just put it this way...... a little bit too big for your shirts? yes? hoes. my god, this one was seriously like pushing her boobs out of her shirt. i was like what the hell are you doing... her hangin' out enough, the rest of us dont wanna see, its really not that attractive. and oh my.... there was about six people down at the end of the alley..... serously drunk. and kept drinking. and also a little tooo big for the shirts they were wearin'. wtf? honestly, its not attractive.
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Sing to me the song of the stars Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again When it feels like my dreams are so far Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again. I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me I want Your symphony Singing in all that I am At the top of my lungs I'm giving it all I have
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i still have quite a bit of homework i have to do... im fricken gonna strangle my math teacher. i think i get most of it though... still need a little help.
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LISA KATHLEEN ROBERTS .....> i love you with all my heart, i dont know whats going on right now, except that seriously no one comments... ever. i try to keep up, im sorry. im sorry that seriously everyone has to be whores anout everything. if you need to talk, ill always be here, i promise. so will fred. you know my numbers if you need to call someone (i got a new cell phone, im not throwing this one in a snow bank, or in the middle of the campsite in new york in the wet grass in the middle of the night, and its the same number... 243 6676) i dont know what to do for you or how to help unless you tell me.. tell us. i hope you feel better babe. i love you.
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paul... i love you so much. kinda wishin' i could be with you right now.
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i dont know what the hells going on right now. im so completly out of it. little down/depressed whatever. i have to go now. im sorry guys. i love you.
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tonight i wanna cry
44 days
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my parents are fighting again. dad's being a jerk. mom's upset.
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i had to cancel what i was gonna do today.... supposed to go up to this workshop for modeling and whatnot... i dont think id be of any use to them anyways.
******************************
i think im gonna make my greatest journal private. i have no reason not too.
******************************
i really like the story that i posted yesterday .... Never Looking Back
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a friend from stevenson, her father, me and my sister went bowling at midnight last night.... to pre-bowl for the league tomorrow. she has a bowling tournament for her school today.... good luck to her. there wasnt many people there.... an old couple sitting at the lanes next to us, they werent bowling. then three (i dont know, kinda looked to be between siteen and twenty, im not sure) to the right of us..... lets just put it this way...... a little bit too big for your shirts? yes? hoes. my god, this one was seriously like pushing her boobs out of her shirt. i was like what the hell are you doing... her hangin' out enough, the rest of us dont wanna see, its really not that attractive. and oh my.... there was about six people down at the end of the alley..... serously drunk. and kept drinking. and also a little tooo big for the shirts they were wearin'. wtf? honestly, its not attractive.
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Sing to me the song of the stars Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again When it feels like my dreams are so far Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again. I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me I want Your symphony Singing in all that I am At the top of my lungs I'm giving it all I have
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i still have quite a bit of homework i have to do... im fricken gonna strangle my math teacher. i think i get most of it though... still need a little help.
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LISA KATHLEEN ROBERTS .....> i love you with all my heart, i dont know whats going on right now, except that seriously no one comments... ever. i try to keep up, im sorry. im sorry that seriously everyone has to be whores anout everything. if you need to talk, ill always be here, i promise. so will fred. you know my numbers if you need to call someone (i got a new cell phone, im not throwing this one in a snow bank, or in the middle of the campsite in new york in the wet grass in the middle of the night, and its the same number... 243 6676) i dont know what to do for you or how to help unless you tell me.. tell us. i hope you feel better babe. i love you.
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paul... i love you so much. kinda wishin' i could be with you right now.
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i dont know what the hells going on right now. im so completly out of it. little down/depressed whatever. i have to go now. im sorry guys. i love you.
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tonight i wanna cry
44 days