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Sep 28, 2005 13:06

I'm becoming increasingly worried about a very dear friend of mine. It's been building for a while now, and I regret deeply that I haven't done more to help out in whatever way a fellow feline can.... This friend and I, our minds are built very similarly, and I can feel the distance growing between us, between my friend and all of reality. I've been there many times, and I'm very afraid of it. You start to close off...and part of you knows it's wrong and you need to go out more. But it's easier to hide and become more and more depressed and more and more afraid and unwilling to leave your bolt hole. I'm starting to sink into that pit again, I think...and I resolve now to spend more time with other people (in real life...there's something about RL time with friends that just can't be satisfied purely online). Hold me to my resolution, please, every one of you. And say a prayer for my friend....

change, schizocougar (worried/vacillating)

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