Status: Nerve wrackingly boring
And life settles into it's own unhappy routine....
although I have one question: Why is paranoia so much worse when it's unjustified and completely irrational, or when it's within fingertips' reach of being reassured, than when during day to day life?
What is it about the crazy, completley stupid fears that's so horrible? and why are they the hardest to get rid of?
If anyone happens to read this,
A: you're sad:P
B: an explantion would be appreciated
oh, and on the off chance anyone who reads this is a psych major, and wants to explain my irrationalities, feel free. anytime. really, please do
anyhoo
Lin returns from the abyss, bringing cool presents
(I got a *shuriken* :D:D)
The screen of brand new mp3 player gets cracked in my bag :P
parents grow ever more insistent I'm anorexic, insomniac and crazy (yes, all at once)
and things are pretty much as normal
*apologies for the whiny post*
see, this is why I should post less, those who would insist on regular updates:P
toodles
although I have one question: Why is paranoia so much worse when it's unjustified and completely irrational, or when it's within fingertips' reach of being reassured, than when during day to day life?
What is it about the crazy, completley stupid fears that's so horrible? and why are they the hardest to get rid of?
If anyone happens to read this,
A: you're sad:P
B: an explantion would be appreciated
oh, and on the off chance anyone who reads this is a psych major, and wants to explain my irrationalities, feel free. anytime. really, please do
anyhoo
Lin returns from the abyss, bringing cool presents
(I got a *shuriken* :D:D)
The screen of brand new mp3 player gets cracked in my bag :P
parents grow ever more insistent I'm anorexic, insomniac and crazy (yes, all at once)
and things are pretty much as normal
*apologies for the whiny post*
see, this is why I should post less, those who would insist on regular updates:P
toodles