come on baby dont fear the reaper.

Jun 06, 2007 23:10

i havent said anything about how my life has been since i said i was going to be sad and then happy. well i suppose i did just that i got really sad and stressed out with the end of school and what not. i hit rock bottome with my sculpture so far and made somthng i didnt want to be near let alone put my name on. thing got better when school ended and i have been keeping myself busy with new friends and work. i am looking at apartments in newport because that is where my new job will be. i start training the 18th. i will be working at a gallery on the levee.

i have come to realize i have let myself go over the past 2 years. most people will think i have gotten chubby if i simply left my comment as is. on the contrary i have only gotten thinner but my brian has gotten flabby. up untill the past month i havent finished a solitary  book in over a year. that is simply sad and revolting. i have let my vocabulary dwindle. now as for the spelling no matter how hard i try i cant seem to fix it entirely. 
along with working my mental muscles i have been trying to emplore some better atitude. 2 things i try to keep in mind.  your mood is what you make it and no matter whan happens you have to take responsibility for youself.

that is it for now. it is sad but i am already tired and i am at the end of a good book. it is calling my name and i am too in love with it not to oblige. 
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