well jeez jared what do you want?
ok so lately i just can't figure out what i want, or more specifically what i'm going to do to get what i want
first off my job sucks monkey balls and i felt li9ke i've been doing a shitty ass job but have found out over nights has shitloads more (which i knew) and expects it to be done better faster and all while ringing customers
the love life is kinda hard to figure out but if i could just make a few big steps things would work out better
i just don't know how things are going to work out
and the getting out of the house
just can't work up the motivation but i don't think i should start working towards that until i get my car fixed and i get a little more stable in the career system
i'm going to enroll to inver and take some basic classes and interesting classes next year
hell might as well i've half assed all of my education so far
might as well keep it up
so to sum it all up i just have a need, a urge, a striving, a hunger for something different and better
so i'm going to go eat a sandmich