burning the late night oil...
Had a long night last night.. Study till 5am.. Funny.. i got up around 9 am anyway. Tonight i'l have to double efforts.. only halfway through studying. Test at 7am.
and my flight is at 3:50pm. haven't even packed yet.
I talked to Annie for like a hour. Always nice talking to her. One of the very few people i know i can talk about anything and everything about me, my life and stuff going on in the world. Its nice to feel uncontrained towards another person.
Unfortunatly its quite a rarity to feel the same toward others.
I almost would wish for the same towards all my friends.
Well i'll get to see little koda again (Annie's 4 y/o). He's the sweetest child. Before he was even born I told myself that regardless of what he represented to me.. I would love at least half of him. When i finally met him back in March i found out that i could completely love that child, but its not my place nor my right. For all I know, I was just falling back in love with an old dream that faded years ago.
Reminds me of something funny casper told me.
After returning from that march trip. He told me that for the first time i was completely readable. He could never read my feelings or emotions except on very rare (usually drunk) occassions. He said he was like being bombarded by wave after wave of energies.
I just thought it was funny.
Well midnight..... as i said.. time to burn the midnight oil...
Calculus II.. Integral of sin^6 divided by sec 2x DX.. oh joy...
and my flight is at 3:50pm. haven't even packed yet.
I talked to Annie for like a hour. Always nice talking to her. One of the very few people i know i can talk about anything and everything about me, my life and stuff going on in the world. Its nice to feel uncontrained towards another person.
Unfortunatly its quite a rarity to feel the same toward others.
I almost would wish for the same towards all my friends.
Well i'll get to see little koda again (Annie's 4 y/o). He's the sweetest child. Before he was even born I told myself that regardless of what he represented to me.. I would love at least half of him. When i finally met him back in March i found out that i could completely love that child, but its not my place nor my right. For all I know, I was just falling back in love with an old dream that faded years ago.
Reminds me of something funny casper told me.
After returning from that march trip. He told me that for the first time i was completely readable. He could never read my feelings or emotions except on very rare (usually drunk) occassions. He said he was like being bombarded by wave after wave of energies.
I just thought it was funny.
Well midnight..... as i said.. time to burn the midnight oil...
Calculus II.. Integral of sin^6 divided by sec 2x DX.. oh joy...