Single again...
Well it will eventually get out but i'm single again.
I broke it off with Jiana.
Some issues arose that could not be over looked.
My feelings were not as they should and so I decided to break off now and not later.
It hit me all of a sudden last week.. The realization that this was not going to last. It happened during dinner one night
Breaking up when love is involved is torturous... nothing you can say or do makes it any better.. its all pain.
And this time it was Me causing the pain.
This wasn't something agreeable or mutual like with Kelly... This was heart breaking... and it was my fault..... I feel bad about hurting anyone but to cause that much pain to someone is too much...
I dont think i'll see her ever again.. jiana said she doesn't think we could be friends.. or even see each other ever again.
For now I'm just concentrating on my BBQ... Cleaning, rearranging... damn garage..
Turns out the prices at costco gone up... i'll have to check out BJ's.. I still have the yard/back porch to clean but at least the pool is sparkling
Right now i'm waiting on Aurora to bring over the movie Chicago to watch it.
I'm Really excited for my party I hope most people can make it. I know some have other engagements out of town or have various obstacles to overcome..
But in any case I wish everyone a great Memorial Weekend.. I know I will..
I broke it off with Jiana.
Some issues arose that could not be over looked.
My feelings were not as they should and so I decided to break off now and not later.
It hit me all of a sudden last week.. The realization that this was not going to last. It happened during dinner one night
Breaking up when love is involved is torturous... nothing you can say or do makes it any better.. its all pain.
And this time it was Me causing the pain.
This wasn't something agreeable or mutual like with Kelly... This was heart breaking... and it was my fault..... I feel bad about hurting anyone but to cause that much pain to someone is too much...
I dont think i'll see her ever again.. jiana said she doesn't think we could be friends.. or even see each other ever again.
For now I'm just concentrating on my BBQ... Cleaning, rearranging... damn garage..
Turns out the prices at costco gone up... i'll have to check out BJ's.. I still have the yard/back porch to clean but at least the pool is sparkling
Right now i'm waiting on Aurora to bring over the movie Chicago to watch it.
I'm Really excited for my party I hope most people can make it. I know some have other engagements out of town or have various obstacles to overcome..
But in any case I wish everyone a great Memorial Weekend.. I know I will..