The end of NYC
Good News:
I recieved the biggest compliment today from both the Regional Manager and the Regional Merchandising Manager. Apparently, my department is the best looking in the district and the best the store has had since opening.
Bad News:
My District Manager and I had a discussion in the office this afternoon where I put in my notice. My Store Manager was present. He instantly turned red as tears welled in his eyes.
They pleaded for me to stay.
Things that are going through my head:
I have had many friends visit me since I have moved here. Drew, being the latest, made me begin to wonder why I chose to leave. I informed my bosses that I would think about it more and perhaps it was a rash decision. Why did I throw away everyONE I love to move out here? Is it even worth it? Was it even worth it? Has it taught me to hold the people I love in higher regard?
My bosses want me to stay so bad that they gave me the go ahead to hire Drew at any wage I wanted to.
Mike and I are going to discuss it Monday morning.
Candra and I discussed it over drinks(i am drunk right now)
I would be able to afford ANY apartment in Michigan alone. I could move closer to the friend that I miss the most. Or I could move to friends that I miss A LOT in other states.
I dont want to call my family and get thier hopes up without thinking this all throgh.
Fuck
All I have wanted to do since you have left is lay in my bed and think about things
about you
but I have been so exhausted as of late
that I pass out shortly after i touch my bed
at least I have tomorrow and Saturday night to think about everything
aside from the times that I am hanging out with the new friends(Blake and Ashby) that I made on Saturday night.
I need to find a cd
and sleep
---
as for you,
I have way too much to think about
and I cannot have anything
or anyone cloud my judgement
We will talk in a couple of weeks I am sure
---
And as for you,
indentions and paragraphs are over rated
also, here is yr chance to talk me into Nola
-joshua
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I recieved the biggest compliment today from both the Regional Manager and the Regional Merchandising Manager. Apparently, my department is the best looking in the district and the best the store has had since opening.
Bad News:
My District Manager and I had a discussion in the office this afternoon where I put in my notice. My Store Manager was present. He instantly turned red as tears welled in his eyes.
They pleaded for me to stay.
Things that are going through my head:
I have had many friends visit me since I have moved here. Drew, being the latest, made me begin to wonder why I chose to leave. I informed my bosses that I would think about it more and perhaps it was a rash decision. Why did I throw away everyONE I love to move out here? Is it even worth it? Was it even worth it? Has it taught me to hold the people I love in higher regard?
My bosses want me to stay so bad that they gave me the go ahead to hire Drew at any wage I wanted to.
Mike and I are going to discuss it Monday morning.
Candra and I discussed it over drinks(i am drunk right now)
I would be able to afford ANY apartment in Michigan alone. I could move closer to the friend that I miss the most. Or I could move to friends that I miss A LOT in other states.
I dont want to call my family and get thier hopes up without thinking this all throgh.
Fuck
All I have wanted to do since you have left is lay in my bed and think about things
about you
but I have been so exhausted as of late
that I pass out shortly after i touch my bed
at least I have tomorrow and Saturday night to think about everything
aside from the times that I am hanging out with the new friends(Blake and Ashby) that I made on Saturday night.
I need to find a cd
and sleep
---
as for you,
I have way too much to think about
and I cannot have anything
or anyone cloud my judgement
We will talk in a couple of weeks I am sure
---
And as for you,
indentions and paragraphs are over rated
also, here is yr chance to talk me into Nola
-joshua
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