Mar 04, 2005 09:54
well we went to the club last night and i felt more out of place then then i ever have wich is wierd cause we go to burbon street all the time so i dont know what it was that was bothering me usualy the big crowd dont get to me but this time when i was in thee i started to have a hard time breathing and i felt realy tense i dont know what it is but i am usualy a pritty laid back guy that never realy has any prob going it to a club dancing weather i look dumb or not and having a good time but last night i didnt have a good time i was just kinda there but i didnt want to be there. also i have come to the conclusion that i am determine for a life girl "firends" cause the ones i get i dont want and the ones i want i dont get.and i am always the nice guy that ends up being the good friend or some bullshit like that i mean wtf is going on herei dont know i wonder what the remady could be