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It's so nice when someone you haven't talked to for ages just calls you up and says "i miss our friendship and i've been meaning to call you for a long time". things like that are what make life worth living. that meant so much to me and just the fact that people care about me makes everything ok. I have people who love me and who i love too and i am so grateful. i dont care about what people think about me! fucking a! people are so cruel (myself included sometimes) and i dont care, i have the people that matter around me and that's what's special. i am so fucking sentimental it's insane. ...but i am happy to be who i am. i am proud of what i have done in my life and i will be proud of becomes of it. i cant say i dont care about my future because i do, emmensely! too much! im obsessed with getting into vassar, my dream. It's like i think everything will be set if that happens. whatever...fuck it.....im happy...i love who i love and these people love me back.....im smart....and capable of getting where i want to go and i dont have a fucking point! typicale absolutely typicale me... but go me!!!