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It's not fun being scared...I finished shooting a project of mine (16mm) yesterday and I am terrified that it's not going to come out. I'm scared about exposure; I'm scared about lighting continuity; I'm scared we don't have enough shots, I'm scared the camera didn't work right; I'm scared that we did it all wrong and that when Adam C. gets to footage to add the animated character it will be all wrong and he won't be able to do anything with it. My amazing sister as well as Adam Buck pointed out that too many things worked out yesterday for the film to be a total failure. Well, but it's still tough to give all my fear away and trust. But I'm working on it...otherwise I'm going to die very early of a heart attack brought on by too much worry...one more thing to worry about (yes that is meant to be tongue-in-cheek). Funny thing is...Of all the things I worried about yesterday before the shoot, it was the stuff I forgt to worry about that ended up causing the major problems. Faith is hard. Trust in God to take care of me however things turn out is pretty difficult too.