keep on, keeping on.
ok so, i seriously have not been myself the past few weeks..
now that i step back, i can see this.
im sorry to all... i really am.
but im back foo's.
andrea i totally thought of you today, because i heard st.petes old guard song on my way to church!
i thought it was quite exciting.
i really miss chilli... its so hard when the person you are the very clostest to and knows every aspect of you, in and out, is so so so far away.
last night at 8:30, she told me ( no not chilli someones who name i dare not say) told me she was pregnate.. i could not beleive it..
17! wont be 18 for another 6 months! and she is 5 months in... she was the girl next door...
we grew up togather best friends when we were 14. we even did the church musicals togather.
she lives all of 2 blocks away. we have not really sopken since we were 14, but i picked her up from night school becuase her grandparents asked me to ( thats who she lives with.)
and we went and god dinner, and she did my hair ( braded it)and told me..
i could never tell becuase she always has on ginormous jackets and such.
i told her i will always be here for her. and i will.
justin called me at 10:00 last night. we spoke till just under 11. it was nice..
i kinda needed to get things out...
i really wish i would not have missed chilli's call.
it made my heart crush.
i miss her so much. i cant wait till i go up there.
she sounded soo upet in her message, i wish i was not at practice so i could speak with her.
but crap happens i suppose. we shall speak soon though, i know we will!
the girl is my life.
church tonight was really cool. ash finally came! she missed it.. which is a great thing!
even though i was great by michael chadwick giving me a "wet-willie" it was nice.
i miss that mean boy.
it was nice seeing sam as well...
him and i kinda broke even tonight. it was soo awesome.
and kat... i miss her and kellee ( i think thats how she is currently spelling it) like mad crazy.
after school today joey made my day i was walking back to the band room, from my car.. and he yelled MADI! come give me a hug i love you..
and with him... i know like idk... its soo strange like i can see the world in this kids eyes..
him and i are going to work on the song i wrote tomorrow so maybe we can do it at the next big FCS meeting.. i hope it works out.
this is such a long entry.. its kinda exciting.
im sure i have all kinds of type-o's sorry guys.. thats if you are still reading it.
mac was not up when i went to get her this am. and never came.. i hope she is alright.
i have a tag day sunday afternoon.. kinda dreading it too. oh well.. $ for me... and less $ for gaurd dues..'
but im off, i will ttyl
now that i step back, i can see this.
im sorry to all... i really am.
but im back foo's.
andrea i totally thought of you today, because i heard st.petes old guard song on my way to church!
i thought it was quite exciting.
i really miss chilli... its so hard when the person you are the very clostest to and knows every aspect of you, in and out, is so so so far away.
last night at 8:30, she told me ( no not chilli someones who name i dare not say) told me she was pregnate.. i could not beleive it..
17! wont be 18 for another 6 months! and she is 5 months in... she was the girl next door...
we grew up togather best friends when we were 14. we even did the church musicals togather.
she lives all of 2 blocks away. we have not really sopken since we were 14, but i picked her up from night school becuase her grandparents asked me to ( thats who she lives with.)
and we went and god dinner, and she did my hair ( braded it)and told me..
i could never tell becuase she always has on ginormous jackets and such.
i told her i will always be here for her. and i will.
justin called me at 10:00 last night. we spoke till just under 11. it was nice..
i kinda needed to get things out...
i really wish i would not have missed chilli's call.
it made my heart crush.
i miss her so much. i cant wait till i go up there.
she sounded soo upet in her message, i wish i was not at practice so i could speak with her.
but crap happens i suppose. we shall speak soon though, i know we will!
the girl is my life.
church tonight was really cool. ash finally came! she missed it.. which is a great thing!
even though i was great by michael chadwick giving me a "wet-willie" it was nice.
i miss that mean boy.
it was nice seeing sam as well...
him and i kinda broke even tonight. it was soo awesome.
and kat... i miss her and kellee ( i think thats how she is currently spelling it) like mad crazy.
after school today joey made my day i was walking back to the band room, from my car.. and he yelled MADI! come give me a hug i love you..
and with him... i know like idk... its soo strange like i can see the world in this kids eyes..
him and i are going to work on the song i wrote tomorrow so maybe we can do it at the next big FCS meeting.. i hope it works out.
this is such a long entry.. its kinda exciting.
im sure i have all kinds of type-o's sorry guys.. thats if you are still reading it.
mac was not up when i went to get her this am. and never came.. i hope she is alright.
i have a tag day sunday afternoon.. kinda dreading it too. oh well.. $ for me... and less $ for gaurd dues..'
but im off, i will ttyl