washing your hands clean...

[jaquelindenise]

....of me

after all i went threw this month and the one before
making what had to be the hardest decision of my 20 years of life

and you dont even know
how much i based my desision on your thoughts your worries
i get to live with this constant thought of regret
this constant haunting of what i did

you fed me all the right lines
in order to have me believe it would all bee ok

but in the end your worse than all others
your the big asshole you always try to convince and sware to me your not

you need to just face it
your a peice of shit person
who I happen to be maddly in love with

i know you treat me like dirt
and i know you sure as hell dont deserve any of me

yet i sill cant help but love you and want to be with you

after all we went threw
correction
after all i went threw

you sat the whole time and worried about how your life was about to change
did you ever think about me
and how mine would/did regardless

my heart is broken
im so done
so finished
with all of it

and you choose to wash your hands clean
as if it never ever happend
as if we never went threw it

thats not ok with me.....