Fic: The Fix - Torchwood *Major Spoilers* for Children of Earth Part 8/?
Title: The Fix
Author: BlaiddJD
Disclaimer: I own nothing, Torchwood belongs to the Beeb and RTD
Rating: This Chapter is NC-17 - ADULT - MATURE
Summary: Jack tries to fix things. He tries everything to have what he had... he succeeds in finding Ianto again but what if the man you loved loved someone else?
Author's Note: It's been a really long time since I wrote heavy lemony slash of any kind for fanfiction so it will be quite graphic and prolly rubbish. AND it will be Mature or Adult or NC-17, which ever for over 18s rating there is now. If it seems tacky or too descriptive please tell me, I'm feeling a little insecure about my slashing of Janto. Just... please give me some polite criticism to let me know I'm on the right track. No flaming, if you flame me I'll have earned the right to defend myself with my tools of trade. Thank you!
Part Eight
She was back! She was back! He opened the door and it wasn't Lisa, he couldn't help feel his heart break and he started crying
“Ianto?” whispered Jack as he crumpled down against the wall with Addie in his arms
“I thought you were her”
“What happened?” the other man inquired as he crouched down, as soon as Jack saw him he knew that the Welshman hadn't slept for quite a while “Where's Lisa?”
“Gone” he sobbed as Addie started crying in his arms “She's gone and I... I don't know what to do”
“Well I think we need to get you and...”
“Addie”
“You and Addie up off the floor” he told him then pulled him to his feet and ushered him into the house.
Jack steered Ianto into the living room and set him down on the couch, the young man looked exhausted to breaking point, he couldn't help but feel his heart go out to him “What can I do to help?”
“I think she needs her nappy changing” he looked up at him with pleading eyes and Jack nodded taking Addie from Ianto
“I'll look after her... why don't you try and get some sleep?”
“I can't I have to be awake for when Lisa comes back. I shouldn't have told her to go”
“You told her to go?”
“She was leaving anyway” he started sobbing “I shouldn't have been so angry with her, should have tried to make her stay!”
“Ianto, Ianto! If she comes back she comes back... but Addie and... Taren, was it?” Ianto nodded “They need you now. What are they going to do if you pass out from exhaustion?”
“Okay” he nodded again before making himself comfortable on the couch.
Taren came down the stairs and into the living room to find that man from Aunty Rose's party holding Addie and his tad fast asleep on the couch
“Hey Taren” greeted Jack
“You were at my aunty Rose's house” he stated “Why are you here?”
“To help out your dad, he's having a much needed nap. Would you be able to show me where Addie's diapers are?”
“What are diapers?”
“Oh uhh what do they call them over here? Nappies. She needs changing”
“Upstairs, her room. Come on” he led the way and Jack carried Addie upstairs so he could change her.
“What do you do?”
“I look after Torchwood while your aunty Rose is away. I'm in charge”
“So you're my tad's boss? My mam's too?”
“Yeah I guess I am” he said more to himself than to the little boy. Jack fixed up the nappy then buttoned her baby grow closed
“Is my mam coming back?” his head whipped round to stare at the little boy who was looking up at him so desperately; what could he tell him?
“I don't know” answered Jack honestly, Taren scowled then shook his head
“I hope she doesn't. I hate her” he spat “All she does is shout at tad and say how bad he is at everything. Don't tell my tad but I know that I'm not his son... I heard them shouting. I know that tad isn't my tad and he isn't Addie's tad”
“I won't say... you shouldn't say you hate your mom”
“She lied to tad” he shrugged his shoulders “And to me. I hate her because my tad isn't mine... I wish he was my tad” the poor boy began to cry and Jack scooped him up into a hug
“Hey, hey, hey... don't cry” he soothed the young boy, Addie began to cry so he put down Taren and lifted her up into his arms “Why don't we see if we can get Addie to go down for a nap and then you can help me tidy up. Your tad likes everything tidy, right?”
“Yeah” Taren sniffed wiping his tears and snot with his sleeve “How did you know?”
“I knew someone who was exactly like your tad... he died” Jack began to rock Addie in his arms trying to get her to calm down “Do you know any songs?”
“She likes that song tad used to sing to me. Do you want me to sing it?” Jack nodded his head and Taren began to sing for his sister.
It took fifteen minutes to get her off to sleep, as soon as the former Time Agent recognised the song he started singing it too. He laid her down in the cot then switched on the baby monitor
“Are you hungry? I am, I skipped lunch... let's go make something to eat. Maybe tad is awake?” the two of them went downstairs but Ianto was still sleeping.
An hour later the two of them had eaten, done the dishes and tidied up the house putting away all of Taren's toys and DVDs that he'd left out when Ianto woke up. He woke slowly to find Taren curled up next to Jack and they were watching Spiderman.
Jack looked over at Ianto and smiled, the Welshman's hair was sticking up and he looked a bit better than he did before
“Ah, you're finally awake. It's just getting to the good bit” explained Jack; he tried not to linger looking at him but he couldn't help it. He looked so good when he woke up like that, it had been the best part of the day, waking up next to Ianto and seeing him all relaxed and messy
“How long have I been asleep?”
“Bout two hours. Tad I'm hungry” the baby monitor began humming with life as Addie woke up
“I'll go” said Jack as he rose to his feet, Ianto stopped him by grabbing his shoulder gently
“No let me. Why don't you make a start on dinner? You are staying for dinner, right? You don't have to go home to... Toshiko?”
“Nope, I can stay” nodded the elder man.
Ianto brought Addie down to the kitchen so he could make up a bottle for her; without Lisa here all he could do was make bottles from the formula he'd bought. Soon his son abandoned his film so he could sit at the kitchen table
“So what have you been up to the last few days?” Ianto inquired trying to make conversation as he gave Addie her bottle
“Had an accident at the office... me, Tosh and this soldier we were... well we were essential drunk for two days. There was a machine... stuff happened we stole a donkey and the next thing we know we're all at mine in bed together”
“Like a sleepover?” laughed Taren. Ianto wasn't sure if he wanted his son hearing about this man's sexual exploits
“Yeah it was exactly like a sleepover. I love Toshiko but she's more of a best friend, like a sister... I should check in, make sure everything's okay” he pulled out his phone and called home. Everyone would have left work by now and she should have got back to the apartment “Tosh! Are you okay... you sound out of breath... wait, whose that in the background? Is that William? Hahah! Way to go Toshiko! I'll leave you too it, I'll be back late. Was everything okay at work? Good, good! I'll call you later” he hung up then went back to stirring the vegetables in the frying pan.
They sat down to pan fried vegetables with crispy grilled chicken, it was the one thing that he knew how to cook to perfection
“Will you be here tomorrow, Jack?” asked Taren trying to sound innocent but failing miserable “Maybe you could take us to the park? Could... would I be able to have a ride on your donkey?”
“It's up to your tad and sorry kiddo, I had to take the donkey back” he stated, the little boy turned to stare hopefully at his tad who caved
“We can go to the park but only if you're good and you tidy up your room before we go” he told him firmly and he nodded his head excitedly. After that dinner was a quiet affair, the only thing that broke the silence was the two Joneses giving compliments to the chef for a good meal.
His little baby girl when back to sleep after she'd had her bottle, he held her safe in his arm while he ate his dinner then took her upstairs so he could change her then lay her down for the night.
Jack was doing the dishes when he came back down and his eldest child was laying on the floor in front of the TV snoozing
“Alright, little man” he picked Taren up “Time for bed. Go on upstairs and brush your teeth then I'll come and say goodnight” his son sleepily nodded as he left the room rubbing his eyes. The young man went into the kitchen resisting the urge to wrap his arms around Jack's waist from behind “You don't have to do that, you did cook dinner”
“I don't mind”
“Want a beer? I'm having one”
“Sure” he nodded as he put the last dish on the rack before drying his hands, he took the can of beer Ianto offered and opened it
“I'll just tuck Taren in then I'll be back down, okay?”
Jack watched him disappear off upstairs and suddenly he felt all nervous, what would he and Ianto talk about? Swigging the beer he wandered into the living room and flopped down on the couch and waited for the other man to come back down. He had to wait five minutes before he came back down and dropped himself down next to Jack “Thanks for everything today, I probably wouldn't have got through it if it hadn't been for you”
“Don't worry about it... you've got really good son and Addie really is beautiful” he downed more of his beer then dropped his head back
“Thanks” Ianto couldn't help but smile as he sat facing Jack with one leg resting up on the couch “You don't mind staying do you? I mean if you wanted to go home...”
“I don't mind, no, it'd be nice to stay. I think Toshiko and William have decided to have a sleepover, it's probably best that I'm not there”
“She's cheating on you?” he gasped surprised how nonchalant Jack was about it
“What? No! Me and Toshiko aren't together... it was too soon after... after Ianto died” he confessed “I really loved him” the tension grew thick so the younger man changed the subject
“I heard you mention you stole a donkey... what was that about?”
“Tuesday. I was going through the alien tech down in the vaults and I pressed something I shouldn't have done; it was a social inebriator which scanned everyone in the room for the most potent drink we'd ever drank and recreated that effect in us which was me, Toshiko and her soldier William Spooner. We woke up two days later with no memory of what we'd done... We managed to trace what we did and it jogged some memories... we stole the donkey from the petting zoo then took it to Crufts... Spooner won second place. Then we somehow found wellington boots and me and Spooner made Tosh our Oriental Princess”
“Hahah! You're kidding” he laughed, it felt so good to laugh and it felt like it'd been such a very long time since he'd done so. He downed more of his beer then got another two, handing one to Jack
“I shouldn't be drinking after loosing the two days. I still don't even remember how we got back or why I was wearing a traffic cone on my head” Ianto snorted his drink then spat it out almost choking on it making Jack laugh out loud
“Sorry” he apologised “It's just that was so easy to picture! You! With a traffic cone on your head!” he shook his head then pushed Jack's shoulder laughing once more. Ianto was feeling at ease and now Jack was no longer nervous, they watched the TV and talked well into the night as they moved onto more cans of beer until they were both very tipsy.
Ianto hadn't realised how close he'd inched towards Jack but Jack did, with the Welshman's arm around his shoulders telling him how he was such a good friend was too close and it was making him sober up. He could smell him and it smelt like his Ianto, the other man didn't seem to notice how nervous Jack was becoming and if he did he didn't show it
“I bet the other me must have been really lucky to have you” he blurted out in a drunken slur, his face was only inches from Jack's and they both fell silent staring at each other
“I should go home” Jack whispered; he'd promised that he would give up Ianto... he needed to let him go otherwise this would drive him mad. Ianto put his fourth half drunk can down on the coffee table before leaning back and cupping Jack's face
“I'm going to kiss you and you're going to stay” he ordered as he brushed his thumb across Jack's cheek making his eyes flutter
“Are you sure you want this” Jack asked still talking quietly like the spell would be broken if he didn't
“No I'm not sure... but I do know that ever since you kissed me in the lift I wanted to kiss you again” he admitted. Their eyes were locked together until his eyes looked down at Jack's mouth, he leaned forward pressing his mouth softly against the older man's upper lip before pulling back to see if it was okay. Jack just stared at him but his eyes drifted down as Ianto came in again more insistently this time crushing their lips together and sweeping his tongue begging for entrance.
He was almost fully sober but he felt light headed and dizzy as Ianto continued to kiss him passionately, their bodies slid backwards until the younger man was lying atop the former Time Agent. Fingertips slid up into his short brown hair tugging on it lightly as they made out on the couch until Ianto pulled away. He sat back, grabbed the remote turning off the TV, rose to his feet and held out his hand for Jack “Let's go to bed”
“Ianto...”
“I want it. Please... stay with me tonight”
“What about Lisa?”
“She isn't here. She made her choice to leave and I'm making my choice for you to stay... you will stay with me?” those silent moments felt like a stretched eternity while Jack thought about whether he should or not, whether this was a good idea. In the end he just nodded his head
“Yeah I'll stay” he took hold of his lover's hand and let him lead him from the room. They switched the lights off as they went and he led Jack up the stairs to his bedroom.
He kept the lights off as they undressed, he didn't know why but it felt more romantic with just the light from the street shining in through the window as he stripped Jack of his shirt and dropped his pants until they were both standing in their underwear then he lost his nerve and Jack had to take over “Lay down on the bed”
“Yes” he nodded following his lover's orders. He laid back on the bed and Jack crawled up over him until he was practically lying on top of him and they started to kiss wildly once more only this time their wandering hands wandered further than they had before when they were on the couch downstairs.
Ianto couldn't help but gasp when Jack's large hand wrapped around his growing erection, no man had ever touched him there before; only Lisa and a few fumbling girls when he'd lived in that little village. It felt so good in a bad, wrong sort of way... it was felt so taboo that made it feel good and he wanted more “More Jack more!”
“What do you want me to do?” he whispered softly, poor Jack felt like this was a fantastic dream that he didn't want to wake from, he was holding his breath afraid to do something wrong
“Just... uhh I don't know. I've never done this before... show me how I can make us both feel really good”
“You want to do it for me?” he couldn't help but be surprised, when Ianto had drunkenly invited him up to the bedroom he had expected it would be for his gratification only... he hadn't thought that Ianto would want him to get off too. The younger man nodded his head, it made Jack smile “Then please... touch me here”
Ianto's eyes rolled back in his head as he wrapped his hand around Jack's erection, his mind was screaming that this was wrong but no matter what his head thought his heart wanted it so he started stroking up and down matching the pace Jack had set on his own throbbing tool.
“Keep doing that... uhhh Jack... more. I need more...” he gasped desperately “More!”
“Do you want me to... are you sure? Are you sure that's what you want?” demanded Jack, he knew that once this happened there would be no going back
“Yes. Jack it's what I want, I need you...” the unspoken words hung in the air; Ianto needed him and no one else.
“Condoms?” the other man wriggled out from under him and opened a draw pulling out a strip of three tearing one off and dropping the other two on the bed. As soon as the former Time Agent saw that there was protection he went back making out with his lover, while they kissed Jack's hands wandered down stroking further with an insistent pressure until the young man was writhing on the bed unsure whether to get him to stop or keep one making him feel like he never had before.
That decision was made from when Jack slid down and slid his mouth down his lover's painful erection while he was slipping in another finger
“Oh God Jack!” he cried aloud at how good it all felt; yeah he'd had blow jobs before but he'd never had one this good it was like Jack could read his mind and knew all the right spots to make him see stars. It made Jack smile hearing his name breathed in the throes of passion “Jack, Jack... ohhh Jack there! Right there... yes that feels so good cariad oh cariad so good” he mumbled loosing himself in his senses of feeling.
Finally finished preparing his young lover for the intrusion that was about to take place he decided that he needed Ianto to give him some attention
“Touch me again” he begged guiding his lover's hand down to his penis urging him to stroke it. Ianto did as he was told looking down for the first time seeing his partner's manhood; he'd not really looked before and now he wished he had. Jack was huge! He began to have doubts about letting himself be screwed with that monster! When he was ready he swatted Ianto's hands away and rolled the condom on, rising onto his knees to enter the other man
“Jack...” Ianto gasped suddenly terrified that he was going to get hurt
“Don't worry” he answered as he heard the scared tone in his voice “I'll look after you, I'm not going to hurt you and I'll go slow, I promise”
“Okay” he nodded finally then he slowly began to enter him. It was tight going since there was no lube apart from what was on the condom and it felt like something hot and eager filling him, the pressure was intense like a log being shoved up a hose, he was so focused on the painful burn he was feeling he completely missed that Jack was shoved so far up inside him that he could go no further
“I'm all the way” whispered the older man as he leaned over Ianto kissing and stroking his face softly “Are you okay? How does it feel?”
“Yeah...” he laughed out of breathe “It feels strange in a good sort of way... I think”
“What if I did this?” he asked moving his hips slightly making the man beneath him gasp out loudly in the dirtiest tone he'd ever heard from any lover.
Sweat broke out across Jack's forehead as he held himself back waiting for him to recover from that little roll of his hips, it took all his willpower not to pound the young man into the sheets
“More” he groaned aloud finally “Do that again” Jack was more than happily to oblige, he set out slow building the pace until he was rocking back and forth with momentum. The young Welshman was whimpering desperately when his lover slid his hands under his back pulling him up so their chests were pressed together, Ianto wrapped his arms around Jack's shoulders as he sank down even more on his lover's swollen penis. The new position didn't deter Jack's movements, he never missed a beat in his thrusting “Jack, I think I'm gonna cum... yeah oh God! Yeah... I'm gonna...”
It was the best thing he'd ever seen, his lover's face only mere inches from his with a slack expression of ultimate euphoric passion and he'd done that for him. Seeing his lover loose it completely he ended up loosing it himself and he came hard groaning into Ianto's sweat slick shoulder.
They collapsed back on the bed both breathing heavily in post coital bliss, Jack pulled the condom off getting rid of it before he recovered his shorts and handed Ianto his. Ianto grabbed hold of Jack and pulled him close curling up in his arms and felt safe and loved for the first time in a long time. Jack was more than happily to curl up holding Ianto and the two drifted off to peaceful sleep.
An hour later Jack woke up and saw that he was curled tightly to Ianto, his front pressed close to the other man's back. He sat up staring intently at him while he slept and it broke his heart, what the hell had he done?
“I love you” he whispered as tears brimmed his eyes “How the hell could I give you up?"
TBC...
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