Jan 24, 2005 23:57
Such a busy day today....at least I got stuff done... I don't really enjoy this nonsense about music 10 logs though four hours of music in a day was not a very easy thing to do.....
So there is still no luck with the roommate situation for next year. I'm not even sure what I'm doing....I like Davis because i have some friends here and because I'm comfortable and I have my cousin here. And I'm used to being bymyself and not stuck at home
But I've also always wanted to go to UCLA and it would be better for internships and I'd be closer to family and of course to my boyfriend.. Maybe I'll do it for just a quarter...but a year would be nice too... I guess we will see what ends up happening.
If I end up staying here in Davis and if anyone needs a roommate let me know....if not I'm probably going to try for Colleges of Larue.
As far as the Davis LA decision goes, I've always liked LA more and there are so many things to down there than up here in cow town....I mean I think I might be happier...but what about the friend situation....if I live at home it might not be that easy to make new friends down there...I don't know....I'm scared of being alone I want to have friends and lots of them but sometimes I just feel all alone....especially now that I can't seem to find a damn person to live with.
All I ask for is one thing...if you don't want to live with me or if I annoy you or if you just simply don't want to be my friend...I'd rather you just tell me up front...and just say "hey i dont want to hang out with you." And I'll stop trying. I just dont want to feel alone anymore.
By the way, I'm not sad just tired.....hopefully this can all get cleared up in my mind soon.
Back to work..
P.S. need a roommate call me or leave a comment
XOXOXO Jaqui