a long one
Haven't updated in a while. Probably cuz there's been a lot going on, but I've been meaning to... just never got around to it.
So overall, I absolutely LOVE Irvine. Besides the waking up at 6:30 every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I love walking to class when it's still cool outside. Today was the first time I almost fell asleep during a hum core lecture. I have NEVER tried so hard in my life to stay awake.
Went to the Queen Mary on Saturday for the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Some words of advice: if you ever have the option of going, don't go. Totally not worth the $8 it cost to get in. Well, I mean, I guess if you're drunk, it might be a lil more worth your money cuz even the actors seemed to be drunk too, so you'll fit in. Okay, so apparently you're supposed to dress like one of the characters when you go, cuz otherwise you'll be branded with "V"s on your forehead and cheeks, meaning "virgin," and then they make you dry-hump people on stage n all the shit. I never thought the day would come that I'd stoop down n dress like a slut for Halloween. I mean, I was covered by a guy's dress shirt, and the fishnets and black biker shorts were like Dance Team's Small Costume, but still... it was degrading. But I also didn't wanna have to hump people. Too awkward and disgusting.
My roommate is snoring really loud.
Anyways, I joined Hawai'i Club this year, and am totally loving it! I wanted to join Tomo too, but Hawai'i Club takes up a lot of my time already. I met a lot of cool kids from Hawai'i too. Gonna be rooming with two of them next year, Alex and YoonJi. Everybody's just so chill. I LEARNED HOW TO HULA DANCE! :D It's really fun! First performance is Thursday at the flag poles. I'M NERVOUS! *~*
Speaking of dance, I miss lyrical so much. My dance class here is kinda slow, but at least it makes me sweat a lil. I'm hoping it'll get harder. Oh, and we do JAZZ RUNS! O_O It reminds me of field show. I miss warming up with dance team. We've only done real stretching once this quarter. Usually it's just a warm up without major stretching.
I've been gaining so much weight lately. My diet has totally changed. Sometimes I snack on stuff just to stay awake while studying. From now on, that's gonna change. There's no way I'm gonna let myself gain the "Freshmen 15". Hell no. Apples and oranges, baby, apples and oranges.
So today I almost broke down. Earlier I'd written a long entry about how I felt like I didn't deserve to be here because I'm pretty much failing hum core. Our section leader went over some of our midterm questions and I didn't get a lot of them right. So by the time class was over and I was walkin back to Mesa, I felt like I wanted to cry. It was frustrating cuz I wanted to talk about it with someone, but I didn't know who to turn to. And at the same time, I didn't wanna talk about it cuz well, if you really know me, you'd understand that I don't like expressing myself because it leaves me feeling weak and vulnerable. (This is also why I choose to stay away from relationships) I wanted to call my mom, but she'd probably make me feel worse and scold me. The truth is... I fucked up this quarter. I really did. And at this point, I can only hope I can redeem myself. Actually, hoping is not an option. I HAVE to.
I miss my own space. Can't wait til next year when we get our apartment!
Love life is nonexistent. No problem with that. Not looking anymore. Don't want to. Also, it's just that no one really stands out as a potential. I'm not lookin for a temporary dating thing. Long-term. But that's asking for a lot. Whatever.
Reminder to self: change format to winter theme.
American Eagle has such cute clothes right now. WINTER'S COMING. : )
So next weekend I'm headed down to San Diego to visit Kev. His bday's comin up on the 9th so we're gonna take him to an early bday dinner. Plan on visiting Helena and Terrence in Muir. I'm really excited. I miss my family. : / Especially my brother.
Oh, and I'm planning my Winter quarter. Taking less classes so I can do better. I still don't understand why I didn't do that in the first place. Eff meee! -_-
My sleeping hours are all funked up. Is this the life of a college student?
So overall, I absolutely LOVE Irvine. Besides the waking up at 6:30 every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I love walking to class when it's still cool outside. Today was the first time I almost fell asleep during a hum core lecture. I have NEVER tried so hard in my life to stay awake.
Went to the Queen Mary on Saturday for the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Some words of advice: if you ever have the option of going, don't go. Totally not worth the $8 it cost to get in. Well, I mean, I guess if you're drunk, it might be a lil more worth your money cuz even the actors seemed to be drunk too, so you'll fit in. Okay, so apparently you're supposed to dress like one of the characters when you go, cuz otherwise you'll be branded with "V"s on your forehead and cheeks, meaning "virgin," and then they make you dry-hump people on stage n all the shit. I never thought the day would come that I'd stoop down n dress like a slut for Halloween. I mean, I was covered by a guy's dress shirt, and the fishnets and black biker shorts were like Dance Team's Small Costume, but still... it was degrading. But I also didn't wanna have to hump people. Too awkward and disgusting.
My roommate is snoring really loud.
Anyways, I joined Hawai'i Club this year, and am totally loving it! I wanted to join Tomo too, but Hawai'i Club takes up a lot of my time already. I met a lot of cool kids from Hawai'i too. Gonna be rooming with two of them next year, Alex and YoonJi. Everybody's just so chill. I LEARNED HOW TO HULA DANCE! :D It's really fun! First performance is Thursday at the flag poles. I'M NERVOUS! *~*
Speaking of dance, I miss lyrical so much. My dance class here is kinda slow, but at least it makes me sweat a lil. I'm hoping it'll get harder. Oh, and we do JAZZ RUNS! O_O It reminds me of field show. I miss warming up with dance team. We've only done real stretching once this quarter. Usually it's just a warm up without major stretching.
I've been gaining so much weight lately. My diet has totally changed. Sometimes I snack on stuff just to stay awake while studying. From now on, that's gonna change. There's no way I'm gonna let myself gain the "Freshmen 15". Hell no. Apples and oranges, baby, apples and oranges.
So today I almost broke down. Earlier I'd written a long entry about how I felt like I didn't deserve to be here because I'm pretty much failing hum core. Our section leader went over some of our midterm questions and I didn't get a lot of them right. So by the time class was over and I was walkin back to Mesa, I felt like I wanted to cry. It was frustrating cuz I wanted to talk about it with someone, but I didn't know who to turn to. And at the same time, I didn't wanna talk about it cuz well, if you really know me, you'd understand that I don't like expressing myself because it leaves me feeling weak and vulnerable. (This is also why I choose to stay away from relationships) I wanted to call my mom, but she'd probably make me feel worse and scold me. The truth is... I fucked up this quarter. I really did. And at this point, I can only hope I can redeem myself. Actually, hoping is not an option. I HAVE to.
I miss my own space. Can't wait til next year when we get our apartment!
Love life is nonexistent. No problem with that. Not looking anymore. Don't want to. Also, it's just that no one really stands out as a potential. I'm not lookin for a temporary dating thing. Long-term. But that's asking for a lot. Whatever.
Reminder to self: change format to winter theme.
American Eagle has such cute clothes right now. WINTER'S COMING. : )
So next weekend I'm headed down to San Diego to visit Kev. His bday's comin up on the 9th so we're gonna take him to an early bday dinner. Plan on visiting Helena and Terrence in Muir. I'm really excited. I miss my family. : / Especially my brother.
Oh, and I'm planning my Winter quarter. Taking less classes so I can do better. I still don't understand why I didn't do that in the first place. Eff meee! -_-
My sleeping hours are all funked up. Is this the life of a college student?