2 am fag ramblings
Am I really negative all the time?
Am I someone that thinks that every thing and every one sucks?
Do I push people away?
You know, I really did miss our friendship. But now that I've realized that you let go a long time go, I'm kinda relived. I just wish I would have realized this sooner, all of this work and effort, for nothing. You hold all this crap in, only to unleash it when I provoke you. Am I supposed to apologize for something that happened months ago? Am I supposed to feel bad for not liking friends you constantly talk crap about? Please don't give me advice on how to be a better person or tell me I need to look in the mirror. If I pushed you away, it's only because you dumped our friendship a long time ago.
Ugh, why do I feel sad? I've known this was going to happen for months.
I tell ya what, I feel extremely lucky to have the friends that I do. You guys mean the world to me and when crap like this happens, it just makes me feel lucky.
This probably sounds extremely lame. I need to go to bed.
Am I someone that thinks that every thing and every one sucks?
Do I push people away?
You know, I really did miss our friendship. But now that I've realized that you let go a long time go, I'm kinda relived. I just wish I would have realized this sooner, all of this work and effort, for nothing. You hold all this crap in, only to unleash it when I provoke you. Am I supposed to apologize for something that happened months ago? Am I supposed to feel bad for not liking friends you constantly talk crap about? Please don't give me advice on how to be a better person or tell me I need to look in the mirror. If I pushed you away, it's only because you dumped our friendship a long time ago.
Ugh, why do I feel sad? I've known this was going to happen for months.
I tell ya what, I feel extremely lucky to have the friends that I do. You guys mean the world to me and when crap like this happens, it just makes me feel lucky.
This probably sounds extremely lame. I need to go to bed.