breakdown
You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
......
well yahhh i looove that song.
my day went OK i guess! hahha..im learning french!! which is coool.
so far ive learned LA FOURMI, LE CHAPEAU, LA TE^TE,LE CHAR,LE DRAPEAU, etc.
not much but yah! im gettin there! ^_____^
kareshi-o wasure-rarenai... just happened to pass by him in the hallways today...T_T;; oh well..i guess i dont feel anything no more..just a bit sad deep down.
jee. right now i feel like going sky diving or something crazy! hahhahah!
jaNEEE!!!!