Jul 20, 2008 22:52
[Zura's pacing back and forth, clearly monologuing to himself, without any intended audience]
The puppies were cute, but I'm grateful for their departure. They caused far too much disruption.
This place is grating on my nerves lately. I can do nothing here but spin my wheels, deal with trivial annoyances, and get into petty arguments. It is a sad state of affairs when I cannot even talk civilly with my comrades. I wish to be free of this place, but i haven't yet ascertained a way of accomplishing this goal. I doubt, quite regretfully, that the owls will tire of me any time soon, and there seem to be few other options, save meeting an untimely end.
I do not like this lack of purpose. I refuse to devote myself to the people here, simply to give myself some false sense of worth, as others seem so content to do. This is not my country, these are not my people. I will not delude myself into believing I have any obligation to them. If I did, I would end up like Gintoki, and I will not place myself in that position, willing to throw my life away for people who are of very little import. I know my obligations, my responsibilities. I simply need to find a way to go home, so that I might attend to them.
[Zura walks off screen, and the recording cuts off ]
gintoki,
accidental video post,
can has monologue,
the terrorist is not amused,
surrounded by shogunate dogs