Marines
Well I just had a little something I wanted to share with everyone. I just been feeling and looking back on my life. I kind of always knew this to be true and I know I will get some people saying that this will be a reason to not join the Marines but of course it is not my only reason and never has been. It is just one more reason.
I always seem to push people I call friends away. When I try to get close enough to a person to have even them call me a best friend. Last time I had someone that called me a best friend was in middle school. He went by the name of Shawn. We did met and had a few good times again but it seems to had freaked out when we got together with his mother and we all talked about old times. I just think he is enough like me that it kind of scared him a bit with someone around that knew a decent amount about his past. That was over a year ago now. It is so easy to jut be honest with everyone and hope but that really doesn't work well with me either.
I have tried being best friends with many people over the last few years. Sadly since I get along with girls more than I do guys, the biggest barrier I run into is that girls can only have girls for best friends, no matter how much I learn about them. I have tried guys
This brings me to the point I was getting to. I have a hope that I will get to be good enough friends with someone also in the Marines that we both can call each other. At least this time I hope to not run into that barrier again.
I always seem to push people I call friends away. When I try to get close enough to a person to have even them call me a best friend. Last time I had someone that called me a best friend was in middle school. He went by the name of Shawn. We did met and had a few good times again but it seems to had freaked out when we got together with his mother and we all talked about old times. I just think he is enough like me that it kind of scared him a bit with someone around that knew a decent amount about his past. That was over a year ago now. It is so easy to jut be honest with everyone and hope but that really doesn't work well with me either.
I have tried being best friends with many people over the last few years. Sadly since I get along with girls more than I do guys, the biggest barrier I run into is that girls can only have girls for best friends, no matter how much I learn about them. I have tried guys
This brings me to the point I was getting to. I have a hope that I will get to be good enough friends with someone also in the Marines that we both can call each other. At least this time I hope to not run into that barrier again.