Thinking again
I was thinking, since I have had plenty of time going from site to site, about why I seem to have these out brust at everyone beside what everyone likes to call male PMS. ^^; I think I finally nailed it.
I haven't had someone who I could call a best friend that would say the same thing back in 6 years!
My last best friend was Shawn and I lost touch with him about a year before I left for Japan. Expect for the one random time he showed up after we moved back, I haven't seen him since. Then again the person he seemed to become was something more then I would want to deal with. Mainly because I dont understand the idea of dating someone twice your age and using them to get you around the world like he was.
I hadn't thought about it till now for some reason. Best I can say is because I relied on Leah who has been the closest thing to a best friend I have had without even thinking about it. Though this may sound hateful when it isn't, I need to find and work on getting someone who would call me a best friend back.
It will take a lot of work and since I think it would make everything easier for me than having a girlfriend, I think it should and will take a higher rank on the totem pole. It will be going into a whole new ballpark for me but it should make it easier to meet new people once I have a good best friend again.
Now for the random bit:
I was just getting my clothes out of the drier eariler and I saw something I thought was odd. This lady walks into the laundry room with dirty clothes on, rubber gloves, and dish soap. I say hi of course but try to act like I am going back to my own stuff without much thought. So she goes over to a washer, that wasnt going when I went in, and opens it. Looks inside, I was like 'oh shit she is going to wash her clothes with dish soap!' Thinking I should not say anything till right before she puts it in to see what happens. Then she pulls out a kiddie pool from the washer. Shifts it around and starts the washer and as it fills up she stops it when it is full. Puts soap in and closes it and walks off. Never would have thought of washing it that way but I guess what ever works...
Sorry for my bad grammar I should be sleeping now. Good night.
I haven't had someone who I could call a best friend that would say the same thing back in 6 years!
My last best friend was Shawn and I lost touch with him about a year before I left for Japan. Expect for the one random time he showed up after we moved back, I haven't seen him since. Then again the person he seemed to become was something more then I would want to deal with. Mainly because I dont understand the idea of dating someone twice your age and using them to get you around the world like he was.
I hadn't thought about it till now for some reason. Best I can say is because I relied on Leah who has been the closest thing to a best friend I have had without even thinking about it. Though this may sound hateful when it isn't, I need to find and work on getting someone who would call me a best friend back.
It will take a lot of work and since I think it would make everything easier for me than having a girlfriend, I think it should and will take a higher rank on the totem pole. It will be going into a whole new ballpark for me but it should make it easier to meet new people once I have a good best friend again.
Now for the random bit:
I was just getting my clothes out of the drier eariler and I saw something I thought was odd. This lady walks into the laundry room with dirty clothes on, rubber gloves, and dish soap. I say hi of course but try to act like I am going back to my own stuff without much thought. So she goes over to a washer, that wasnt going when I went in, and opens it. Looks inside, I was like 'oh shit she is going to wash her clothes with dish soap!' Thinking I should not say anything till right before she puts it in to see what happens. Then she pulls out a kiddie pool from the washer. Shifts it around and starts the washer and as it fills up she stops it when it is full. Puts soap in and closes it and walks off. Never would have thought of washing it that way but I guess what ever works...
Sorry for my bad grammar I should be sleeping now. Good night.