Sep 02, 2005 08:48
I hate boys. Sorry all my guy friends, but your sex (not sex sex, but sex as in the "male sex") sucks.
Some of you just dont know how to not hurt a girl's feelings. Those who know what I'm talking about probably have experienced a simmilar situation and can relate to me.Some boy will eventually come along and redeem the male sex, I thought that the last boy had, until now. Needless to say, I'm rather bitter about the situation and officially jealous, although I shouldn't be. Its not good to be jealous.
Boys in NH are stupid too. (Except for Joey) I love Joey. I wish he would make me frappes forever and just be his amazing self.
Katie and Liz were very helpful in trash talking the boy that I am mad at at the current time. It was very helpful ladies, thanks. I love you both more then life. And Liz, how about that sleepover sometime soon?!
Contemplating this shitty situation yesterday,I was in the gym keeping stats for the volleyball team. I put my ipod on and came by the Rascal flatts song Live to Love another day. This is why I love Rascal Flatts more then anything: Sitting there by myself thinking about what a shitty position I was in, I heard these lyrics:
"...Don't you worry baby, cause you will live to love another day..."
-RF
I felt happier just because of that song.
One of my closest friends in the world is very far away. John called me yesterday and told me he was miserable at school and he just wanted one hug from a person he actually cared about. He sounded so sad. I really want to jump a plane to nashville to go see him. Too bad I dont have a job yet. In other words, I still dont have any money. How much time are you supposed to be waiting to get a telephone call from a job once you turn in your application? I dont think any of the places I appied to want me. Oh well.
Senior year isnt as bad or as good as I pictured at different times. Actaully, it is pretty good. tHE STUPID GIRLS AND THE VERY ANGRY BOY THAT SIT IN THE TABLE BEHIND US AT LUNCH (sorry caps) are scared of water. haha I love it! Its fun to be the big seniors and freshmen cower in our shadows. Actually Id rather them look up to us in admiration, but you get what you get. Classes are hard but I fricken love BIO! and I love that joey is in our physics class. I guess so far I like english too. Its not too english-y. Yeah that right there is why I am in AP english!
Kelli is so gorgeous, I wish I was as pretty as her.
I miss Everett. Only the Good Die Young and American Pie. Becca too. I got a letter in the mail from her the other day. It is so fun getting handwritten mail through the mail! I love it.
I have to apply for college! AHHHH
well I dont know what else to say.
Sushi rules!
Um yeah
gotta go I guess
byes
Sarah