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I hate the following things:
that I dont hang out with anyone anymore becuase no longer does everyone include me, ever.
kinda depressing
that school is the same old same old and that becuase its the same old people everyday, that I am really tired of seeing all the same people all the time, the ones who are my "friends" and how they dont hang out with me, Im not even invited. Good times
I go home every day after school and do nothing but homeowrk, no frappe, no mall, no eating, no nothing.
I hate that I am yelled at daily to choose my life
that I will soon be losing my senior friends HA senior friends, senior friend. ONe of my senior friends talks about me, and steals my sweatshirt that I dont appreciate and would like back. Loofah u are my other good senior, you rock my socks.
that I will never get into college because I will never get my grades that high.
that people only talk to me if they want homeowrk, or if I do start a conversations with someone, they end up getting mad at me for some strange reason, no wonder people dont like me
I mess up everything...I ruin peoples lives. Right? That is what you have said about me atleast 3 times.Maybe its true and maybe thats why I sit alone every day and every night without anyone to talk to. I do everything wrong apparently and I am the cause of all problems.
Do not be decieved, I am not whinning, just ranting about how life is life.
I just dont understand how I became such a bad person.
and you, Sorry I was trying to look out for your well-being, just trying to be a freind and then u go and be all mean about it, sorry I tried to be ur friend too, I guess its not worth it.
Good things:
Im traveling to NC, Tennessee and FL for spring vacation to look at colleges.
Its getting warmer out
school is starting to wind down.(3rd quarter is almost over!)
crew is starting soon.
vollyball.
Atleast I still have my faithful kelli, and I love her more then anything.I know she already has a best friend, but I consider her mine, even if I'm not hers.
I want to go hiking
summer list!
learning to play Dust in the Wind on th guitar along with Classical Gas (which will take me a lifetime to learn but so good.
taking pictures baby!
that I dont hang out with anyone anymore becuase no longer does everyone include me, ever.
kinda depressing
that school is the same old same old and that becuase its the same old people everyday, that I am really tired of seeing all the same people all the time, the ones who are my "friends" and how they dont hang out with me, Im not even invited. Good times
I go home every day after school and do nothing but homeowrk, no frappe, no mall, no eating, no nothing.
I hate that I am yelled at daily to choose my life
that I will soon be losing my senior friends HA senior friends, senior friend. ONe of my senior friends talks about me, and steals my sweatshirt that I dont appreciate and would like back. Loofah u are my other good senior, you rock my socks.
that I will never get into college because I will never get my grades that high.
that people only talk to me if they want homeowrk, or if I do start a conversations with someone, they end up getting mad at me for some strange reason, no wonder people dont like me
I mess up everything...I ruin peoples lives. Right? That is what you have said about me atleast 3 times.Maybe its true and maybe thats why I sit alone every day and every night without anyone to talk to. I do everything wrong apparently and I am the cause of all problems.
Do not be decieved, I am not whinning, just ranting about how life is life.
I just dont understand how I became such a bad person.
and you, Sorry I was trying to look out for your well-being, just trying to be a freind and then u go and be all mean about it, sorry I tried to be ur friend too, I guess its not worth it.
Good things:
Im traveling to NC, Tennessee and FL for spring vacation to look at colleges.
Its getting warmer out
school is starting to wind down.(3rd quarter is almost over!)
crew is starting soon.
vollyball.
Atleast I still have my faithful kelli, and I love her more then anything.I know she already has a best friend, but I consider her mine, even if I'm not hers.
I want to go hiking
summer list!
learning to play Dust in the Wind on th guitar along with Classical Gas (which will take me a lifetime to learn but so good.
taking pictures baby!