統合失調症 Chapter 10
Title: 統合失調症 (Schizophrenia)
Pairing: Akame, Ryoda, Kuroki/Jin
Rating: PG-13 - NC-17
Beta: no one yet, if you're interested message me^^
Summary: Akanishi Jin works in a mental clinic, on the schizophrenia floor. His previous patients have all killed themselves in one way or another so when his boss assigns him Kamenashi Kazuya, a high level schiz he is a little apprehensive to say the least. Nishikido Ryo also works on the same floor with a new patient, a mysterious ex-boxer that he can't seem to figure out. What will Ryo do when Ueda Tatsuya becomes his object of affection?
A/N: ok here we go, this crap chapter because im a crap writer. don't hate me please
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Ryo almost crapped himself, Ueda wanted to sleep with him? Was he crazy?
“Uh… what?” Ryo asked dumbly, holding Tatsuya’s watery gaze. Sure, Ryo was very sexually attracted to Ueda but… sex on the first date?
Ok, it wasn’t like it was that foreign to him.
“Have sex with me Nishikido-kun,” Ueda purred sensually as he willed his tears to stop and climbed onto Ryo’s lap. He purposefully grinded down on the confused aide and smirked when he felt the man’s member respond to him. “You like me don’t you?”
“I-what?” Ryo looked up at him, Ueda knew he liked him?
“That’s why you come to see me all the time, and bring me flowers, and hate Koki. You have a crush on me, don’t you Nishikido-kun?” Ueda teased playfully, while still grinding into Ryo’s awakening crotch.
Ryo couldn’t help the moan that escaped his mouth, Ueda was sitting on his lap grinding on him like it was his job. The aide reached his hands up gingerly to hold the smaller man by his hips and grinded up into the ex-boxer.
“That’s better~” Tatsuya purred into the man’s ear, he licked a thin line up his neck and began to nibble at the earlobe. It had been so long since Ueda had touched anyone like this, and while he knew he shouldn’t play with Ryo’s feelings like this, he just couldn’t stop. He didn’t want to think about the dogs, or Koki, or the fact that he would have to return to the clinic.
Nishikido tossed the smaller man onto the plush bed with a grunt and began to grind deeper into his ex-patient, Ryo really didn’t want to do this. He didn’t want to get his hopes up with this, but god did that little fairy hunter feel good.
“Ryo~” He felt Ueda purr into his ear, and his cock jolted. Why was he giving in to the man? He turned his head to look at the smaller man and search his eyes. Nothing. Ueda had closed himself off emotionally and now the only thing that shone in those dark orbs was lust. Uncontrollable lust.
Ryo leaned down to caress Ueda gently, trying to will the man to open up. He tried to soothe the pain away, fearing that maybe this was the only thing Ryo could actually do for him.
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It was two and a half hours into the surgery, Jin noted. He wanted to run out of the room and puke, to not be reminded that Kazuya’s brain was exposed and Jin was right there holding the limp man’s hand, but he couldn’t. His body wouldn’t allow him to leave Kazuya’s side for fear that something would happen should he be absent for even a second.
Nakamaru was working away on the small man’s brain, with that delicate precision only Jin knew him to posses. The aide could see in the surgeon’s eyes that the surgery was indeed a difficult one, and the pressure on Yuichi must’ve been sky high.
“Akanishi-san, would you like some water?” One nurse spoke gently to him, he nodded and accepted the bottle gratefully. Turning his eyes back to the patient’s face, he saw Kame’s eyes moving beneath the thin eyelids.
“Excuse me, Dr. Nakamaru?” Jin squeaked out, not taking his eyes off Kazuya. “His eyes are moving, is that normal?”
Just then, the heart monitor started to go off, beeping alarmingly, signalling Kame’s heart rate decreasing rapidly. Jin felt his heart going a mile a minute, he knew what this meant. Kazuya was starting to go, his heart not reacting well to the activity in his brain.
He faintly heard Nakamaru barking out orders, still gently working on the boy’s brain, trying to get the activity to flow normally again. To no avail, the line went flat and nurses were pushing Jin out of the way to get the defibrillator on Kazuya as fast as possible.
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Koki looked out the window solemnly and sighed, he had tried to follow Tatsuya and that damn aide for as long as he could and when he watched as his ex-boyfriend walked determinedly into a love hotel, he knew what was going on.
Tatsuya wasn’t the type of person to have sex because of love, or anything of the sort, he was a primal creature. Tatsuya had sex purely because he could. When he didn’t want to think, or he was frustrated, or even bored, he would call Koki for a nice romp in the sheets.
Koki, of course, didn’t mind. However, right now, he could imagine those deep brown eyes begging to that fucking midget to fuck him, to please make him forget the pain he felt.
It was truly sickening.
The rapper downed the last sip of his tea and walked out across the street to stop that idiotic little boxer of his, because Koki refused to lose him again.
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Tatsuya moaned as he felt Ryo’s tongue dip into his navel, a tickling gesture that only excited Ueda more. As much as the ex-boxer wanted to feel his old aide’s lips wrapped tightly around his cock, Ueda couldn’t help but shake the weird feeling of wanting to kiss the man first.
Ueda never kissed during sex. Never.
Not even when he was dating Koki, they never were prone to such intimate gestures, only when Ueda was having a wet dream did his and Koki’s relationship seem to loving.
Neither of them had really needed to be romantic, their relationship was all about the sex. Tatsuya doubted that the rapper even had any real feelings towards him at all, or noticed the longing looks Ueda gave him when he was talking to other people.
Did Ueda have feelings for Koki?
“Come back to me, Hime.” He heard Ryo mumble into his ear breathily, Tatsuya hadn’t even noticed he’d gone stiff in the midst of his thoughts. Wasn’t that supposed to be what he was avoiding? Thinking?
Then, the words hit him in the core. Hime? What the fuck was Nishikido doing calling him Hime!?
“Hime? What the fuck! I’m not a princess!” Tatsuya spit angrily as he tried to see Ryo’s face, he had half a mind to knock those pretty little teeth out of his mouth. Maybe it would make for a better blowjob later.
“Yes you are, my little princess~” Ryo teased and licked a line across Ueda’s collarbones and relishing in the sound of Tatsuya’s tiny little mewls.
Until someone knocked on the door.
Cursing as he got up to peep through the hole, Ryo grit his teeth at the sight of that stupid bozu bar owner on the other side.
“What the fuck is your ex-boyfriend doing following us to a love hotel?” Ryo turned to glare at Tatsuya, looking hopelessly disheveled lying on the plush bed.
“What?” Ueda got up abruptly and stood next to Ryo at the door, trying to see through the hole. “Koki?” Tatsuya opened the door a crack and pulled the man in, knowing that if anyone caught a glimpse of Koki, there would be paparazzi everywhere.
“Damn Tatchan, didn’t realize you still worked out in the wards.” Koki grinned and shamelessly looked Ueda up and down, feeling the heated glare Ryo was sending him. “Am I interrupting something?”
“A little.” Ueda spoke angrily, despite the longing look in his eyes directed at Koki. Ryo caught it and felt a pang in his heart, Ueda still had feelings for that cheater.
“Uh, obviously he came to talk to you, so I’ll go to the convenience store and pick up some snacks. You said you were hungry right?” Ueda watched as Ryo babbled while taking his coat and hastily leaving the room, sighing, he turned back to Koki.
“What the fuck, Koki? I was about to get some action!”
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Ryo tried not to cry, he really did, but the look Ueda watched Koki with was so painful to him. It was the same look he watched Ueda with, but it wasn’t returned.
Taking another shot and sighing, he looked at the bar tender expectantly. “Another round, Junno. I need to get drunk.”
He had originally gone to a convenience store, picked up a couple sweets and was going to head back, when he thought of what the two men might actually be doing. He then made a u turn to his friend’s bar and decided on getting drunk instead.
A new round of shots was scooted towards him and he began downing every one of them.
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Pairing: Akame, Ryoda, Kuroki/Jin
Rating: PG-13 - NC-17
Beta: no one yet, if you're interested message me^^
Summary: Akanishi Jin works in a mental clinic, on the schizophrenia floor. His previous patients have all killed themselves in one way or another so when his boss assigns him Kamenashi Kazuya, a high level schiz he is a little apprehensive to say the least. Nishikido Ryo also works on the same floor with a new patient, a mysterious ex-boxer that he can't seem to figure out. What will Ryo do when Ueda Tatsuya becomes his object of affection?
A/N: ok here we go, this crap chapter because im a crap writer. don't hate me please
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Ryo almost crapped himself, Ueda wanted to sleep with him? Was he crazy?
“Uh… what?” Ryo asked dumbly, holding Tatsuya’s watery gaze. Sure, Ryo was very sexually attracted to Ueda but… sex on the first date?
Ok, it wasn’t like it was that foreign to him.
“Have sex with me Nishikido-kun,” Ueda purred sensually as he willed his tears to stop and climbed onto Ryo’s lap. He purposefully grinded down on the confused aide and smirked when he felt the man’s member respond to him. “You like me don’t you?”
“I-what?” Ryo looked up at him, Ueda knew he liked him?
“That’s why you come to see me all the time, and bring me flowers, and hate Koki. You have a crush on me, don’t you Nishikido-kun?” Ueda teased playfully, while still grinding into Ryo’s awakening crotch.
Ryo couldn’t help the moan that escaped his mouth, Ueda was sitting on his lap grinding on him like it was his job. The aide reached his hands up gingerly to hold the smaller man by his hips and grinded up into the ex-boxer.
“That’s better~” Tatsuya purred into the man’s ear, he licked a thin line up his neck and began to nibble at the earlobe. It had been so long since Ueda had touched anyone like this, and while he knew he shouldn’t play with Ryo’s feelings like this, he just couldn’t stop. He didn’t want to think about the dogs, or Koki, or the fact that he would have to return to the clinic.
Nishikido tossed the smaller man onto the plush bed with a grunt and began to grind deeper into his ex-patient, Ryo really didn’t want to do this. He didn’t want to get his hopes up with this, but god did that little fairy hunter feel good.
“Ryo~” He felt Ueda purr into his ear, and his cock jolted. Why was he giving in to the man? He turned his head to look at the smaller man and search his eyes. Nothing. Ueda had closed himself off emotionally and now the only thing that shone in those dark orbs was lust. Uncontrollable lust.
Ryo leaned down to caress Ueda gently, trying to will the man to open up. He tried to soothe the pain away, fearing that maybe this was the only thing Ryo could actually do for him.
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It was two and a half hours into the surgery, Jin noted. He wanted to run out of the room and puke, to not be reminded that Kazuya’s brain was exposed and Jin was right there holding the limp man’s hand, but he couldn’t. His body wouldn’t allow him to leave Kazuya’s side for fear that something would happen should he be absent for even a second.
Nakamaru was working away on the small man’s brain, with that delicate precision only Jin knew him to posses. The aide could see in the surgeon’s eyes that the surgery was indeed a difficult one, and the pressure on Yuichi must’ve been sky high.
“Akanishi-san, would you like some water?” One nurse spoke gently to him, he nodded and accepted the bottle gratefully. Turning his eyes back to the patient’s face, he saw Kame’s eyes moving beneath the thin eyelids.
“Excuse me, Dr. Nakamaru?” Jin squeaked out, not taking his eyes off Kazuya. “His eyes are moving, is that normal?”
Just then, the heart monitor started to go off, beeping alarmingly, signalling Kame’s heart rate decreasing rapidly. Jin felt his heart going a mile a minute, he knew what this meant. Kazuya was starting to go, his heart not reacting well to the activity in his brain.
He faintly heard Nakamaru barking out orders, still gently working on the boy’s brain, trying to get the activity to flow normally again. To no avail, the line went flat and nurses were pushing Jin out of the way to get the defibrillator on Kazuya as fast as possible.
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Koki looked out the window solemnly and sighed, he had tried to follow Tatsuya and that damn aide for as long as he could and when he watched as his ex-boyfriend walked determinedly into a love hotel, he knew what was going on.
Tatsuya wasn’t the type of person to have sex because of love, or anything of the sort, he was a primal creature. Tatsuya had sex purely because he could. When he didn’t want to think, or he was frustrated, or even bored, he would call Koki for a nice romp in the sheets.
Koki, of course, didn’t mind. However, right now, he could imagine those deep brown eyes begging to that fucking midget to fuck him, to please make him forget the pain he felt.
It was truly sickening.
The rapper downed the last sip of his tea and walked out across the street to stop that idiotic little boxer of his, because Koki refused to lose him again.
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Tatsuya moaned as he felt Ryo’s tongue dip into his navel, a tickling gesture that only excited Ueda more. As much as the ex-boxer wanted to feel his old aide’s lips wrapped tightly around his cock, Ueda couldn’t help but shake the weird feeling of wanting to kiss the man first.
Ueda never kissed during sex. Never.
Not even when he was dating Koki, they never were prone to such intimate gestures, only when Ueda was having a wet dream did his and Koki’s relationship seem to loving.
Neither of them had really needed to be romantic, their relationship was all about the sex. Tatsuya doubted that the rapper even had any real feelings towards him at all, or noticed the longing looks Ueda gave him when he was talking to other people.
Did Ueda have feelings for Koki?
“Come back to me, Hime.” He heard Ryo mumble into his ear breathily, Tatsuya hadn’t even noticed he’d gone stiff in the midst of his thoughts. Wasn’t that supposed to be what he was avoiding? Thinking?
Then, the words hit him in the core. Hime? What the fuck was Nishikido doing calling him Hime!?
“Hime? What the fuck! I’m not a princess!” Tatsuya spit angrily as he tried to see Ryo’s face, he had half a mind to knock those pretty little teeth out of his mouth. Maybe it would make for a better blowjob later.
“Yes you are, my little princess~” Ryo teased and licked a line across Ueda’s collarbones and relishing in the sound of Tatsuya’s tiny little mewls.
Until someone knocked on the door.
Cursing as he got up to peep through the hole, Ryo grit his teeth at the sight of that stupid bozu bar owner on the other side.
“What the fuck is your ex-boyfriend doing following us to a love hotel?” Ryo turned to glare at Tatsuya, looking hopelessly disheveled lying on the plush bed.
“What?” Ueda got up abruptly and stood next to Ryo at the door, trying to see through the hole. “Koki?” Tatsuya opened the door a crack and pulled the man in, knowing that if anyone caught a glimpse of Koki, there would be paparazzi everywhere.
“Damn Tatchan, didn’t realize you still worked out in the wards.” Koki grinned and shamelessly looked Ueda up and down, feeling the heated glare Ryo was sending him. “Am I interrupting something?”
“A little.” Ueda spoke angrily, despite the longing look in his eyes directed at Koki. Ryo caught it and felt a pang in his heart, Ueda still had feelings for that cheater.
“Uh, obviously he came to talk to you, so I’ll go to the convenience store and pick up some snacks. You said you were hungry right?” Ueda watched as Ryo babbled while taking his coat and hastily leaving the room, sighing, he turned back to Koki.
“What the fuck, Koki? I was about to get some action!”
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Ryo tried not to cry, he really did, but the look Ueda watched Koki with was so painful to him. It was the same look he watched Ueda with, but it wasn’t returned.
Taking another shot and sighing, he looked at the bar tender expectantly. “Another round, Junno. I need to get drunk.”
He had originally gone to a convenience store, picked up a couple sweets and was going to head back, when he thought of what the two men might actually be doing. He then made a u turn to his friend’s bar and decided on getting drunk instead.
A new round of shots was scooted towards him and he began downing every one of them.
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