Nov 03, 2012 14:38
Title: A Little Bit Hurt
Pairing: None really, if you wanted one I guess it would be Akame...
Rating: PG
Beta: myself, if there's any mistakes feel free to point them out to me though.
Summary: Kame is not holding a grudge, no. He is just a little bit hurt.
A/N: Sorry for the shitty way it's typed, I typed it on my iPhone and emailed it to myself and i turned out like this. This is dedicated to Lexy, i'm not sure what her LJ is if she has one... but heres to you Lexy!
A Little Bit Hurt
- It wasn't like Kame was one to hold a grudge, no not ever had he held a grudge against someone for wrong doing. And no, not by any means is that what he was doing. He was just hurt, a little bit hurt. He felt left behind, like a little red turtle...
- The day Jin left was a day like any other, sun shine after the morning dew had chilled over and frozen his toes. Ran-chan sweeping up kitchen floor dust with her tail, saving Kame the trouble of doing it later. The only exception was the missing member of KAT-TUN. One that had seemed absent in the past weeks, ignoring everyone but Maru and his phone.
- Recently Jin had seemed... preoccupied recently. We had all thought maybe something had happened with his family, that would have explained all the recent phone time. Maru kept mum on the matter, claiming he hadn't known any better than us. And no, he didn't know why Jin was paying more attention to him recently either.
- Finally the day came when all five of us were in the dressing room, waiting to go to dance rehearsals but also waiting on the almighty Akanishi. Koki got fed up, and went searching.
- Once Koki confronted Johnny about the missing member, Koki himself was fuming. So much so that his face was visibly red from anger and Ueda had summoned Juri from his own dance rehearsals so calm the singer if anything happened. "He must have experience with this." The fairy looker explained.
- Once we got our answer as to why Jin wasn't showing up, Koki was ready to throw our awards and Ueda was silently pissed. In that stoic "I'm just looking for fairies" kind of way. Maru was picking his fingernails in annoyance and Junno had actually ran out of puns to tell. I was worried.
- He was out of KAT-TUN, he was packing for America at the moment. He wanted to get on a plane as soon as possible so he was leaving in the morning.
- I had never ran faster in my life, and that says a lot considering I used to play baseball. I almost ran straight through his door, lucky he was about to take his garbage out. I tackled him, crying. Sobbing, why are you leaving?
- He looked sympathetic at first, then something clicked in his head. Like, he wasn't supposed to care. He coldly pushed me away, left me on the floor of his apartment complex's hallway with tears on my cheeks. Before he slammed the door he mumbled "And I'm dating Meisa."
- I hadn't talked to Jin since that night. Not even when we all found out he married Meisa, not when we heard his new album had gone number one on the charts, not when we heard he was going to be staring along with Keanu Reeves in 47 Rounin. I didn't want to talk to him.
- But I am not holding a grudge. I just feel abandoned. My best friend left me alone in the dust, with nothing as a goodbye. Just cold feelings.
- I am not angry, just a little bit hurt.
p:none,
l: oneshot,
f: a little bit hurt,
g: kat-tun,
g: jin akanishi,
r: pg