Future's made of Virtual Insanity
So I've been clean for about 4 days.. no meds in the system, and I can definitely tell that I'm going through some kind of withdraw symptoms. I really wonder what they really put in those drugs that they give me.
It's been killing me lately, I've been so tired, and my mind's been all over the place, but that's really kinda the normal after I get off that shit. Lost about 6 pounds in four days since my appetite isn't supercharged anymore, bad case of the shakes, caffeine overdosing, the normal shit a crazy man has to put up with.
Kinda interesting, but I've found a character that I've perfectly fell into on a TV show I've been watching; Six Feet Under has a character named Billy Chenowith, a manic depressive (not too unlike my condition really) who "always picks the Holidays to go off his meds" (who'da thunk?) He has an interesting relationship with a character named Claire Fisher (played by Lauren Ambrose, a drop-dead gorgeous redhead, by the way).
I just find it odd how cleverly it parallels my own life.
Ah well, I'm going to head off to my interesting day, and I'm going to come back and continue to work on my new project "Genetic World" ;). More about it next post.
Catch ya on the flipside.
It's been killing me lately, I've been so tired, and my mind's been all over the place, but that's really kinda the normal after I get off that shit. Lost about 6 pounds in four days since my appetite isn't supercharged anymore, bad case of the shakes, caffeine overdosing, the normal shit a crazy man has to put up with.
Kinda interesting, but I've found a character that I've perfectly fell into on a TV show I've been watching; Six Feet Under has a character named Billy Chenowith, a manic depressive (not too unlike my condition really) who "always picks the Holidays to go off his meds" (who'da thunk?) He has an interesting relationship with a character named Claire Fisher (played by Lauren Ambrose, a drop-dead gorgeous redhead, by the way).
I just find it odd how cleverly it parallels my own life.
Ah well, I'm going to head off to my interesting day, and I'm going to come back and continue to work on my new project "Genetic World" ;). More about it next post.
Catch ya on the flipside.