I am actually absolutely blown away by this fic and I am actually tearing up right now because ;__________;
Like first of all, your writing style is just so beautiful and poetic and I seriously would like to quote everything but then this comment would be entirely too long but just. All the imagery you've added in it's that type where it's like an extra dreamy layer upon reality? I mean, I wish I could see the world in the way it was described in this fic, honestly ;; It's really just so magnificent and it just adds onto that large block of FEELINGS that came with this fic. Even without all the deep meanings it felt really cinematic and I loved it oh so much!!
And oh boy, the feelings in here. I love love love the idea of platonic love staying platonic without any lust?? Because it's something that I think is severely underrepresented in this world? Idk it's also something that I feel a lot so ugh. yes. <3 <3 <3 And the fact that it's baekchen is just yes because honestly I could not think of another exo "pairing" that would fit this better. That part you wrote about Jongdae's thoughts about "platonic love is love from the neck up" really really resonated with me because its something that I feel and crave kinda. It was really personal and that's what made me cry ;;;; Because even if I do have best friends we're not this close to the level of understanding baekchen have here and it is one of my greatest fears that once we part for college... we won't be best friends anymore...
Oh and honestly I was kind of expecting character death and I am SO GLAD that nope, none of them died, it's all cool but feelings. feelings. oh god why did you write this I'm literally just a puddle of emotion.
/screams/ THIS FIC IS SO IMPORTANT AND IT JUST SAYS WORDS RESONATING IN MY HEART AND IT'S THIS FEELING BUBBLING UP INSIDE OF YOU AND I'M TEARING UP AGAIN BUT IT'S LIKE SOMETHING IN MY SOUL IS PEEPING OUT AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT SO SO MUCH thank you so much for writing this i probably have a lot more to say but i can't find the words <3 <3 <3
First of all, thank you so much for reading, and taking the time to comment the things you liked about the fic. I really means a lot <3
You said some really nice things, especially the cinematic/dreamy vibe thing. I read a lot of fics, but there are only a few I can name that gave me that vibe, and it's a feeling I really like when I read. I don't know why, I have the pale blue color popping in my head when that feeling happens, and rainy sunday mornings. Ever since I decided to try to write, I've been wanting to recreate that feeling, and I have failed miserably every time. You saying to me that you felt that way reading this fic is really touching me, and I'll never thank you enough for commenting and saying that. I'm still amazed that you liked it that much, because this fic has a lot of flaws, and my writing still is clumsy sometimes, weird other times, but in the end, it made you feel all the things I wanted to convey, so I'm still satisfied.
It's a very personal fic, and I feel like I'm also replying to your comment in a very personal way, but I just want to make sure you know what it means, all of those things you said. I'm truly grateful you read it, because I know that, in the fandom, platonic love, especially with no lust or hidden romantic interests, isn't that popular. But what I like the most is that it kind of echoed with things you're now living, because I think it's the best part about reading. I'm sorry, though, that you're feeling those kind of worries and insecurities, and I sincerely hope things won't happen the way you fear they will. You know, sometimes people can surprise us :) Plus, like Jongdae in the fic, people leaving doesn't always mean they're leaving.
Once again, thank you for your comment. I'm really grateful for it, and I hope that one day, I'll write another fic that will make you want to read and comment :) <3
Like first of all, your writing style is just so beautiful and poetic and I seriously would like to quote everything but then this comment would be entirely too long but just. All the imagery you've added in it's that type where it's like an extra dreamy layer upon reality? I mean, I wish I could see the world in the way it was described in this fic, honestly ;; It's really just so magnificent and it just adds onto that large block of FEELINGS that came with this fic. Even without all the deep meanings it felt really cinematic and I loved it oh so much!!
And oh boy, the feelings in here. I love love love the idea of platonic love staying platonic without any lust?? Because it's something that I think is severely underrepresented in this world? Idk it's also something that I feel a lot so ugh. yes. <3 <3 <3 And the fact that it's baekchen is just yes because honestly I could not think of another exo "pairing" that would fit this better. That part you wrote about Jongdae's thoughts about "platonic love is love from the neck up" really really resonated with me because its something that I feel and crave kinda. It was really personal and that's what made me cry ;;;; Because even if I do have best friends we're not this close to the level of understanding baekchen have here and it is one of my greatest fears that once we part for college... we won't be best friends anymore...
Oh and honestly I was kind of expecting character death and I am SO GLAD that nope, none of them died, it's all cool but feelings. feelings. oh god why did you write this I'm literally just a puddle of emotion.
/screams/ THIS FIC IS SO IMPORTANT AND IT JUST SAYS WORDS RESONATING IN MY HEART AND IT'S THIS FEELING BUBBLING UP INSIDE OF YOU AND I'M TEARING UP AGAIN BUT IT'S LIKE SOMETHING IN MY SOUL IS PEEPING OUT AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT SO SO MUCH thank you so much for writing this i probably have a lot more to say but i can't find the words
<3 <3 <3
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You said some really nice things, especially the cinematic/dreamy vibe thing. I read a lot of fics, but there are only a few I can name that gave me that vibe, and it's a feeling I really like when I read. I don't know why, I have the pale blue color popping in my head when that feeling happens, and rainy sunday mornings. Ever since I decided to try to write, I've been wanting to recreate that feeling, and I have failed miserably every time. You saying to me that you felt that way reading this fic is really touching me, and I'll never thank you enough for commenting and saying that. I'm still amazed that you liked it that much, because this fic has a lot of flaws, and my writing still is clumsy sometimes, weird other times, but in the end, it made you feel all the things I wanted to convey, so I'm still satisfied.
It's a very personal fic, and I feel like I'm also replying to your comment in a very personal way, but I just want to make sure you know what it means, all of those things you said. I'm truly grateful you read it, because I know that, in the fandom, platonic love, especially with no lust or hidden romantic interests, isn't that popular. But what I like the most is that it kind of echoed with things you're now living, because I think it's the best part about reading. I'm sorry, though, that you're feeling those kind of worries and insecurities, and I sincerely hope things won't happen the way you fear they will. You know, sometimes people can surprise us :) Plus, like Jongdae in the fic, people leaving doesn't always mean they're leaving.
Once again, thank you for your comment. I'm really grateful for it, and I hope that one day, I'll write another fic that will make you want to read and comment :) <3
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