So Long Sweet Summer..<3
So spring brake has been pretty good so far. The day before yesterday Kim came over to my house at like 6 in the morning, and I looked up at her and was “who the fuck is that”…I couldn’t see her cause you kno I’m blind..lol but my dad toke me to get my license which by the way I got.. I was so happy.. I went everywhere.. Went to see Carl. Then came home, I think on Saturday I’m going to the beach.. Cool stuff.
I finally got to see the notebook, I love that movie its so sad.. But it was so good. I wish I were born in like the 50s, anyway. Things with me and Carl have been awesome. And other things you kno, I can acutely say I’m over it.. cause I was thinking about it but.. And its all just FUCKED!!!!!!! Yea I found someone right after we broke up!! But its not like I just found him That DAY…we knew each other for a while and now that I kno I can do better I said to myself my gonna take the chance and I’m gonna go for it….yes go ahead and be mad all you want…but I was the only thing in that relationship that was working!! Everything else I couldn’t take it…I fucken stayed with you when things went bad!! I was with you and I never let you go.. You said you’d prove to me that you can do better… but I already found better.. I cant be doing this anymore…crying myself to sleep.. waking up and thinking that today I cant see him…What I'am to do? wait for you….but what if you never Change? You kno I think of these things.. but I cant see it..not right now.................................. So long sweet summer…<3Janet
I finally got to see the notebook, I love that movie its so sad.. But it was so good. I wish I were born in like the 50s, anyway. Things with me and Carl have been awesome. And other things you kno, I can acutely say I’m over it.. cause I was thinking about it but.. And its all just FUCKED!!!!!!! Yea I found someone right after we broke up!! But its not like I just found him That DAY…we knew each other for a while and now that I kno I can do better I said to myself my gonna take the chance and I’m gonna go for it….yes go ahead and be mad all you want…but I was the only thing in that relationship that was working!! Everything else I couldn’t take it…I fucken stayed with you when things went bad!! I was with you and I never let you go.. You said you’d prove to me that you can do better… but I already found better.. I cant be doing this anymore…crying myself to sleep.. waking up and thinking that today I cant see him…What I'am to do? wait for you….but what if you never Change? You kno I think of these things.. but I cant see it..not right now.................................. So long sweet summer…<3Janet