Carter goes down in round two

May 02, 2002 11:52

First off congrats to everyone who is successful in any way shape or form, I am happy for you.
I flunked out again. Don't tell me what I already know, please. And don't console me.
I don't believe I'm lazy and I don't believe I'm worthless, not anymore.
I'm going to make my own damn way, work for my own money and feel NO MORE GUILT.
I should be sulking, I should be begging forgiveness; but I refuse to do so.
I know what I've done, it was inevitable and I don't really know the answer.
All I do know is that it's time for me to be independant from my family (I still love them)
and I need to make my own future instead of borrowing everyone elses...
Thats all I've got to say about that.

I will ignore any negative remarks, so that point is moot.
I've made up my mind and counted to three.
Carter
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