Doing good so far, I was worrying for nothing (surprise ( Read more... )

I'm being too affectionate and touchy, I need to back off before I scare this one away too.

Problem: Tired of watching WoW loot being awarded to casual scrub players who don't know what they're doing.
Solution: Play something else.

Fuck everyone whose parents helped them to get their license.
Fuck everyone whose parents pay for their education.
Fuck everyone whose parents weren't complete assholes.
You don't know how fucking lucky you are.

I just called her for the first time ever. Up until now I had been afraid of doing so, because of an unjustifiable fear that she would realize how boring I am, or something. I feel compelled to psychoanalyze my side of the conversation, searching for flaws and ways to improve myself, but that doesn't seem healthy to me. What I should be working on ( Read more... )

Well that didn't take long.
Some games just aren't for me.
Apparently the dating game is one of them.
I don't even care anymore. I give up.

I met a couple at work yesterday who had just celebrated their 60th-year anniversary. That's a rare thing these days.
Meanwhile, I'd be lucky to celebrate a 60 day anniversary. Oh how times have changed.

I need to find the source of the overwhelming anxiety I feel any time I enter into any sort of relationship, and I need to ask it kindly to fuck right off.
Oh, what I would give to be a normal human being...

Girlfriend?

My grandpa died yesterday. I never knew him though. I mean I've had Christmas dinners at the same table as him and whatnot, but I think I've spoken 3 words to him in my lifetime, all of them being "Hello ( Read more... )