heaven must be a pretty raw deal.

Jun 04, 2005 21:16

My back (and significant areas of my chest, face, and arms) are currently the appropriate color to carve valentines cards from. I should really consider taking sun screen more seriously. It hurts, but its also that low/overpowering dull/sharp but constant sore. I cant help but think this is how old people with basic old person back pain must feel constantly.
Tom Robbins continues to expand my vocabulary, all the while making me laugh, stroking my ego, and driving hot pokers into my insecurity and making me defensive. I love his work. It always lets me take fresh looks at reality, and as a result feel slightly less out of place.
Im not really sure if I want to be depressed right now, or stand on the tallest mountain I can climb and still breath and yell joy at the world because of how much Im enjoying life. the combination there of is putting me at some strange sense of peace.

I'm in excruciating pain and loving every moment of it. In an odd sort of way.
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