Wondering..
Hey everyone,
Well this week has not gone as planned, AT ALL. Very very miserable am i. Let's start off by saying that I got my phone stolen by some hooligans, and i need to go get a police report which i havnt done that yet. My parents have been acting very crazy, which i have no idea why..but it's seriously bothering me, due to the fact that they grounded me for no reason. No one calls me anymore? I'm starting to wonder what kind of friend i have that dont call me to see whats up or bother even asking me to hang out or something...w/e Maybe i should definately move schools or something, its not like it would make a difference because no one would really care. Anyways its 1:44 pm and i am bored out of my mind. My parents keep threatening me with taking me away to the hospital and locking me up?? WTF! what kind of fucking parents are those? i dont get it! How could your parents say something like that to you? i'm so miseralbe in this godforsaken house that i dont even know what to do anymore..im going crazy. They dont even know me, thats what really gets me. Like how could your own parents judge you when they dont even know you...they dont know my likes and dislikes or even my preferences..and they dont care. To them i'm a fucking deliquent..and let me tell you, i think im a pretty good daughter compared to all the crazy rascals that are in my school...but fuck that shit i dont care anymore. Sometimes i just feel like leaving so they can finally realize how much they love me. You know like the saying "You never know how much you love something until its gone" Well thats what I wanna do. SHOW THEM how good i was to them. W/e Let me stop whining about something thats not going to be fixed for a long time. Back to reality. I really miss my friend, i wish maybe they would call me? But megan and alysa, are too busy fixing up the new house..and dianne..well shes either working or with erik. It's like theres never time for me. Well now i have all the time in the world on my hands...yeap..im GROUNDED. I don't know..w/e I'm going to try to find something to do in my gay boring house..Laters
<3Janny
P.s...I dont know..just forget it.
Well this week has not gone as planned, AT ALL. Very very miserable am i. Let's start off by saying that I got my phone stolen by some hooligans, and i need to go get a police report which i havnt done that yet. My parents have been acting very crazy, which i have no idea why..but it's seriously bothering me, due to the fact that they grounded me for no reason. No one calls me anymore? I'm starting to wonder what kind of friend i have that dont call me to see whats up or bother even asking me to hang out or something...w/e Maybe i should definately move schools or something, its not like it would make a difference because no one would really care. Anyways its 1:44 pm and i am bored out of my mind. My parents keep threatening me with taking me away to the hospital and locking me up?? WTF! what kind of fucking parents are those? i dont get it! How could your parents say something like that to you? i'm so miseralbe in this godforsaken house that i dont even know what to do anymore..im going crazy. They dont even know me, thats what really gets me. Like how could your own parents judge you when they dont even know you...they dont know my likes and dislikes or even my preferences..and they dont care. To them i'm a fucking deliquent..and let me tell you, i think im a pretty good daughter compared to all the crazy rascals that are in my school...but fuck that shit i dont care anymore. Sometimes i just feel like leaving so they can finally realize how much they love me. You know like the saying "You never know how much you love something until its gone" Well thats what I wanna do. SHOW THEM how good i was to them. W/e Let me stop whining about something thats not going to be fixed for a long time. Back to reality. I really miss my friend, i wish maybe they would call me? But megan and alysa, are too busy fixing up the new house..and dianne..well shes either working or with erik. It's like theres never time for me. Well now i have all the time in the world on my hands...yeap..im GROUNDED. I don't know..w/e I'm going to try to find something to do in my gay boring house..Laters
<3Janny
P.s...I dont know..just forget it.