Kill me...
Havn't felt this in so long, my arms are numb, bleeding and cut up. And it feels oh so good. I've never been so depressed in so long, found out some things that hurt me. But in a wayI don't really care, I can find better than paul. Its just that thinking about everything that has happened to me makes me sad, we had good times. And it depresses me how he doesnt see those things. I just realized how everything that hes ever said to me now has been lies, im so fucking blind!..how could i have not seen this coming? He broke up with me to be with someone else. He told me not to talk to his friends because he was afraid that they would tell me something about it. I'm not allowed to go to the party because I might see something I dont want...i know what it is now...its her. Thanx...I have no reason to be happy anymore, to live.Things are going to change now, I'll be happier this way. Bye..