May 06, 2005 23:55
So I've come to realize that there are things more stressful than school. It's called real life. My parents pretty much told me this evening that I have their permission to do pretty much anything I want in terms of living with Matty, finding a place in Towson, etc. However, naturally, they told me I need to start taking the steps on my own to find a job, find an apartment, and do whatever it takes to make it work. This is really overwhelming.
I looked online tonight to see how far Towson is from Carlisle (where Matt's band Grandview would be having their practices)... it's an Hour and 50 minutes. There is no way that Matt can travel 4 hours in one day, including the time it takes to practice... I don't know how that's going to work. And that scares me.
I guess I just hope we'll both be able to find jobs that will allow us to pay rent and utilities and live.
I'm on the phone with him right now and I'm feeling better already.... just share any words of encouragement you might have....