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I havent updated this in ages, sorry guys! Im still working at Firefly Grill, and hopefully going to Eastern soon for Art. For those of you who didnt know I tried to go to Lakeland, and major in Pyschology...didnt work out so well haha. Im not a pyschologist...im an artist! It's difficult living in a rural area and being an artist, there are no art schools, not many galleries or shows, and few people that appreciate artists and what they do, but maybe someday I'll help change that...because I've decided I cant give up something I love to do because its difficult to do in certain areas, thats just silly..I recently broke up with the guy I've been dating for a few months, well actually we broke up about a month ago, but you know how i am with relationships...they are like really bad traffic, they stop and go and stop and go and sometimes fucking crash lol. All my friends my age are getting married and having babies and i cant even keep a boyfriend for more than a month! lol. I'm kind of seeing a new guy now but its nothing serious yet. We act alot alike, and it kind of scares me, he makes me shy and awkward and a guy hasnt made me feel like that in a long time. But i dont want to talk alot about it, dont want to jinx myself or anything! Its 3 in the morning and im really really really sleepy. I have to work tomorrow and i hate working sundays! They are so boring! I'll post another blog after new years, and hopefully it will be more interesting!