Let's Call The Whole Thing Off
NY's not happening. It never was. Ever. Nothing that good could ever happen. Ever. No one can ever get out of this town. Ever.
The NY trip is off. I was so close too. I actually believed it. Just a click away. But now it's done. Everything I ever wanted...But yeah. Everything I was wanting it gone but that's just the way life goes. Leah says we'll get out one day. She says "maybe NY maybe cali"
i say maybe never.
but w/e.
time to set a new goal I'll never reach. Dream I'll never catch. Something to go for to keep me going for another day.
But yeah. idk. i dont even know if i can say this over a livejournal no one reads. I'd rather write it in my journal. The 'rents & Co. are talking about streetwise fighting again ~_~. Why does everyone have to be so uncouth and course? Must everyone end in violence? Must everything lead to a fight? We're in CORNTOWN for crying outloud, stop acting like the c stands for Compton.
I guess I'll do something with today. With people who don't care ='[
but w/e.
i need to journal this....
The NY trip is off. I was so close too. I actually believed it. Just a click away. But now it's done. Everything I ever wanted...But yeah. Everything I was wanting it gone but that's just the way life goes. Leah says we'll get out one day. She says "maybe NY maybe cali"
i say maybe never.
but w/e.
time to set a new goal I'll never reach. Dream I'll never catch. Something to go for to keep me going for another day.
But yeah. idk. i dont even know if i can say this over a livejournal no one reads. I'd rather write it in my journal. The 'rents & Co. are talking about streetwise fighting again ~_~. Why does everyone have to be so uncouth and course? Must everyone end in violence? Must everything lead to a fight? We're in CORNTOWN for crying outloud, stop acting like the c stands for Compton.
I guess I'll do something with today. With people who don't care ='[
but w/e.
i need to journal this....