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i'm getting stronger in my jogging. i noticed that today on the treadmill. I've been jogging and walking around the neighborhood where my sister lives and it helps that there's hills. I hate them BUT they're making me stronger. I have a lot of things in line in my life right now. I've stopped hooking up with people. It started to make me feel bad that guys wanted to hang out with me to get in my pants instead of actually just wanting to hang out with me. I'm actually wanting to start dating again when I lose weight but right now my only goals are finding a job and losing the weight. boys are too far from my mind and im not gonna keep putting myself in the situation to get hurt. so fuck em. of course there is one lover that i still have. i just can't help myself with him but atleast I know that he is actually my friend. plus he's a hottie and knows how to work it... heh... done and done.